hi all. finally back to blog again after like duno how many donkey months or weeks lol.
duno why suddenly got feel blog jiu come blog le. haha..
so what's up recently?
lol still the same old me ba. nth much to update about everyday.
except that i've finally gone clubbing for the first time! lol.
though i go there also stand there like stone like that.
but it is great to see and experience new things. haha.
just met up with some danchuns members last week.
it has been so long since we met le bah.
though nt much ppl can make it for the small gathering. but still it feels great.
think i gonna take up the role of organising chalet for them soon.
if not think we wunt have chalet le sia. from last time drag untill now.
and theres our GAIA outing at marina barrage!
lol we did some kite flying and picnic there.
and we talk cock play game too lol.
photos are up but think too lazy to get from mary and others.
but nevertheless,
it was fun hanging out with them. (:
haha hmm intercons coming up le. in fact is immediately after mst.
and nxt coming week is already mst! fast sia. think next 2 weeks gonna be pack with mst and intercons everyday le bah haha.
hope we wunt repeat history again like last year.
and i know somehow that we really wunt.
but in anyway anyhow, lets give in our all for the upcoming intercons bah, believe we can do it de. (:
mst coming and my modules are still abit shaky.
think gonna work extra hard these few days bah. though still will slack abit lah sometimes. LOL hahas. =x
after past few weeks, have thought through how i wanted to plan my future from year 3.
but first i have to pull my gpa up.
current score of 2.8 is not getting me anywhere.
next year gonna be tougher and busier too.
most probably be doing major FYP with other SPOT people, attending basic pilot theory course in SP.
after that see how, if possible jiu go for either lasik or go for PPL . see which 1 do first.
then apply for RSAF or other alternatives bah.
tough road though, alot of money and effort needed.
haha bo bian i have to JIAYOU luh!
but still, empty at some times.
how i wish not to be so overly emotional sia. LOL.
lol hmm but for now, just cherish and enjoy every moment i can get bah. annnd have fun, of course. haha. (:
wish me luck man for the upcoming intercons. (:
Discover yourself, decide what you want. After that, simply do whatever you can to achieve it. It doesn't matter how the outcome would turn out at the end, just know and make sure that til the very last moment of my life, I won't live in regret. :)
Friday, December 4, 2009
Sunday, October 25, 2009
so borring now.
nth to do, and dont feel like sleeping yet.
first week of sch has just gone.
everyday life back to normal.
gone for lesson before going to club everyday.
bball training for cadc has resumed, and is going to be tougher than bfore.
and i have started to come to sch on time! =D
that is 1 great improvement.. haha..
hmmm so bored now sia.
nth to keep me occupied.
feeling so empty and lost at times.
hate this feeling.
nth to do, and dont feel like sleeping yet.
first week of sch has just gone.
everyday life back to normal.
gone for lesson before going to club everyday.
bball training for cadc has resumed, and is going to be tougher than bfore.
and i have started to come to sch on time! =D
that is 1 great improvement.. haha..
hmmm so bored now sia.
nth to keep me occupied.
feeling so empty and lost at times.
hate this feeling.
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
woooshhh~ just back from interaction camp a few days ago.
first time being MIU was fun! though abit tiring also haha.
good job to all I/C PCs 09/10.. and of course not forgetting GAIA mius, the cooks and the grads.
hope this year I/C PCs will learn and gain alot from this experience.
mistakes done is over, what matters is learning and enjoying the process together.
kind of touching to hear their appreciation, and seeing them dropping tears for the camp, for everyone. hope that their journeys with us will not end here, and will continue to strive on.
another good thing is through this I/C camp, we cleared misunderstandings and all of us are getting back together. i also learned alot thru this camp, and realised that i began to trust more and more people in the club. hope that this will carry on.
many things to elaborate, but not going to list out here cos plainly too lazy le.
hope that the next FO camp, as a whole club we will do it better without anymore regrets.
learn and bond together as one. (:
first time being MIU was fun! though abit tiring also haha.
good job to all I/C PCs 09/10.. and of course not forgetting GAIA mius, the cooks and the grads.
hope this year I/C PCs will learn and gain alot from this experience.
mistakes done is over, what matters is learning and enjoying the process together.
kind of touching to hear their appreciation, and seeing them dropping tears for the camp, for everyone. hope that their journeys with us will not end here, and will continue to strive on.
another good thing is through this I/C camp, we cleared misunderstandings and all of us are getting back together. i also learned alot thru this camp, and realised that i began to trust more and more people in the club. hope that this will carry on.
many things to elaborate, but not going to list out here cos plainly too lazy le.
hope that the next FO camp, as a whole club we will do it better without anymore regrets.
learn and bond together as one. (:
Saturday, October 3, 2009
shocking week indeed.
nvr expect to hear the bad news.. nvr expect that at changi airport is the last goodbye to vinc.
cant actually believe that it really happened, like it was totally unreal.
as if, anytime after sch starts, vinc will still like usual come down to club everyday to play dota or carom, hearing his techies-like laughter and enjoying his presence.
left us so early, it really does hurts.
life is unpredictable, we should learn how to cherish what we have now.
hope that perhaps 19 years later, when all of us go back club to see how it is going, we can see another vincent in cadc and be able to do FO camp.
hope that he could find a better place in the next world, and reincarnate to a person with better and luckier life.
rest in peace vincent chia ming jin, we will miss you.
Sunday, September 13, 2009
im back again to blog. the holidays started le and that also marks the start of itp.
nigel they all went overseas itp in china.
bidded farewell to them on their flight day.
though everytime we all there kbkb, but cant deny that kinda sad to see them go also.
lols they gonna be back by 5 weeks time.
so everyday, went for work in the morning at kaki bukit.
the company specialise in servicing laser equipments,
all i done so far is just doing some minor paper work, and washing of laser equipments.
but recent few days learned how to calibrate laser.
lol didnt really master the skill, but at least had a concept of what's happening. haha.
then evening time finish work, jiu went back sp help them camp prep.
mainly also help the guitarists and their reports.
just now just finished recee at st john island only.
and so, 1 week has already passed, yet the duration feels like 1 month.
working there is boring. but at least at night can go back help the year ones.
haven been really playing ball this week though, hope can play more this week onwards.
but 1 bright note is able to apply leave for IC camp. haha so glad abt it.
things have changed over the past few months, or the past year.
is it called the reality of the part and pacel of life? or is it something that we can make a difference with.
seeing the past photos, past memories.
compared to what i see now.
it really make me feel that no happy things can last forever.
lol feeling lost here and there. not knowing where i am heading. not knowing what i really want. not knowing who are the people that i can really count on.
really hoped to solve this lost feeling asap.
hope everyday can dont need to think or have this feeling, but to spend everyday happier.
ok i know i sound emo lol.
should stop here now.
byebye.
nigel they all went overseas itp in china.
bidded farewell to them on their flight day.
though everytime we all there kbkb, but cant deny that kinda sad to see them go also.
lols they gonna be back by 5 weeks time.
so everyday, went for work in the morning at kaki bukit.
the company specialise in servicing laser equipments,
all i done so far is just doing some minor paper work, and washing of laser equipments.
but recent few days learned how to calibrate laser.
lol didnt really master the skill, but at least had a concept of what's happening. haha.
then evening time finish work, jiu went back sp help them camp prep.
mainly also help the guitarists and their reports.
just now just finished recee at st john island only.
and so, 1 week has already passed, yet the duration feels like 1 month.
working there is boring. but at least at night can go back help the year ones.
haven been really playing ball this week though, hope can play more this week onwards.
but 1 bright note is able to apply leave for IC camp. haha so glad abt it.
things have changed over the past few months, or the past year.
is it called the reality of the part and pacel of life? or is it something that we can make a difference with.
seeing the past photos, past memories.
compared to what i see now.
it really make me feel that no happy things can last forever.
lol feeling lost here and there. not knowing where i am heading. not knowing what i really want. not knowing who are the people that i can really count on.
really hoped to solve this lost feeling asap.
hope everyday can dont need to think or have this feeling, but to spend everyday happier.
ok i know i sound emo lol.
should stop here now.
byebye.
Tuesday, September 1, 2009
now is 3 plus am in the morning, sept 1.
lol just 'finished' revising for AEF exam tml.
later gonna go sch go discuss those duno how to do de qns with classmates.
sian siaa no motivation study.
heng i finished watch finish the show tang xing feng bao already. 1 distraction gone, haha.
today finally went cp starbucks alone at first to study AEF.
then later lawson came.
i down there studied for abt 2 hrs, and that stupid lawson play his game LOL.
then went discuss about dota things then jiu go home le.
just cut my hair todayy anyway.
like finally ~
haha hmm hope exam faster over, jiu less 1 stress thing liao hahaha.
gonna make myself work my ass off untill friday, -.-
haha but aiya can de lah, leng leng~ LOL
hmm this sunday edmund nigel nick gliford gerald and mathew going tian jin for their OITP.
they will be gone for six weeks.
haha hope they enjoy their time there bah.
ok shall stop here.
duno wad to write le lols. jiu like that bah.
byebye ~~
lol just 'finished' revising for AEF exam tml.
later gonna go sch go discuss those duno how to do de qns with classmates.
sian siaa no motivation study.
heng i finished watch finish the show tang xing feng bao already. 1 distraction gone, haha.
today finally went cp starbucks alone at first to study AEF.
then later lawson came.
i down there studied for abt 2 hrs, and that stupid lawson play his game LOL.
then went discuss about dota things then jiu go home le.
just cut my hair todayy anyway.
like finally ~
haha hmm hope exam faster over, jiu less 1 stress thing liao hahaha.
gonna make myself work my ass off untill friday, -.-
haha but aiya can de lah, leng leng~ LOL
hmm this sunday edmund nigel nick gliford gerald and mathew going tian jin for their OITP.
they will be gone for six weeks.
haha hope they enjoy their time there bah.
ok shall stop here.
duno wad to write le lols. jiu like that bah.
byebye ~~
Saturday, August 29, 2009
hello all! i am back to blog again, after so many months mia lols.
changed the messed up blogskin already, now look nicer and neater le. haha
but the music thing still struck at the back ): LOL any kind soul can help me?
haha let it be bah, wait till i find some1 help me fix it. (:
lol life has been ok so far ever since i last blog.
a series of major events in club, like the grad night has past.
i cant rmb all the events that take past this few weeks le, so decided not to elaborate about that here le.
hmm now still exam period and here i am still blogging!
lols and now is already 7.55am in the morning, and i haven't sleep yet, been at moberly playing dota and crapping with oscar, kenneth and edmund. (:
haha should be study de night become play liao, wah waste 1 day sia.
but nvm! think still got time de bah haha.
hmm few weeks ago, got to know something, duno consider good or bad anot, for me lol.
but think it should be good bah.
dont really know how or what to talk to that person now, but well, just let it be bah.
happy jiu hao lo haha (:
gotta move on with life anyway haha.
life? has been different and been changing the 2 years.
long time i nvr go out play bball with my old friends le.
and long time nvr feel the urge to train and commit to bball le.
is it cos of the disappointment i experienced way months ago?
i duno, and really lost about it.
really wanted to go back to the days, where bball was almost my life.
and there are people who are equally passionate abt it will still accompany me through the path.
now like lost le. esp a friend that i know for a few years.
we used to suan each other the moment we saw each other.
used to understand each other, and share things togt, but now also no more this kind of relationship le.
nan dao my motivation for bball gone le?
i duno bah, i really want to search it and find it back somehow, someday.
wish me luck bah (:
haha now everyday is dota, jiaowei, dota, jiaowei.
quite fun and nice to hang out with friends with dota and all these.
but well, i think i cant be struck doing nth everyday? like no aim in life like that, hahaha.
but after these week, jiu itp le.
think also will be busy, cos day time itp, night time most probably either go back sch help camp prep or go bball.
so still alright haha.
hmm ok gtg le, shall update next time.
byebye..
changed the messed up blogskin already, now look nicer and neater le. haha
but the music thing still struck at the back ): LOL any kind soul can help me?
haha let it be bah, wait till i find some1 help me fix it. (:
lol life has been ok so far ever since i last blog.
a series of major events in club, like the grad night has past.
i cant rmb all the events that take past this few weeks le, so decided not to elaborate about that here le.
hmm now still exam period and here i am still blogging!
lols and now is already 7.55am in the morning, and i haven't sleep yet, been at moberly playing dota and crapping with oscar, kenneth and edmund. (:
haha should be study de night become play liao, wah waste 1 day sia.
but nvm! think still got time de bah haha.
hmm few weeks ago, got to know something, duno consider good or bad anot, for me lol.
but think it should be good bah.
dont really know how or what to talk to that person now, but well, just let it be bah.
happy jiu hao lo haha (:
gotta move on with life anyway haha.
life? has been different and been changing the 2 years.
long time i nvr go out play bball with my old friends le.
and long time nvr feel the urge to train and commit to bball le.
is it cos of the disappointment i experienced way months ago?
i duno, and really lost about it.
really wanted to go back to the days, where bball was almost my life.
and there are people who are equally passionate abt it will still accompany me through the path.
now like lost le. esp a friend that i know for a few years.
we used to suan each other the moment we saw each other.
used to understand each other, and share things togt, but now also no more this kind of relationship le.
nan dao my motivation for bball gone le?
i duno bah, i really want to search it and find it back somehow, someday.
wish me luck bah (:
haha now everyday is dota, jiaowei, dota, jiaowei.
quite fun and nice to hang out with friends with dota and all these.
but well, i think i cant be struck doing nth everyday? like no aim in life like that, hahaha.
but after these week, jiu itp le.
think also will be busy, cos day time itp, night time most probably either go back sch help camp prep or go bball.
so still alright haha.
hmm ok gtg le, shall update next time.
byebye..
Friday, July 10, 2009
random mood to blog again.
life has been quite ok so far..
met danchuns on jiayi bday, haha so long nvr all 12 of us gather togt le.
even joseph that bei hor also got come, its great haha.
met up had ljs at clarke quay, before finding a spot and play true or dare.
it was fun making each other paiseh in the public, and that wingtong manage to take a picture with a chiobu sia haha.
then we drank some wine also. first time drink alot sia, all that oscar fault lols. but eh nvr drunk leh still not so bad haha..
then afterwards left a few of us at hougang mac, we go there talk.
long time nvr have good talk with them, felt good though abit no topic at times haha..
after danchun outing, i began to learn play dota, LOL.
i used to say dota is bullshit de, but now i am addicted to it haha.
it is fun but i always kana prawn by others zzz LOL. nvm i will train hard one haha.
ever since picking up dota, have been either studying or dotaing in club almost everyday..
nowadays life has been free and easy going. been having fun everyday kbing with ppl in club lol. trying to be more happy-go-lucky each day, and i did succeeded!
it was nice to develop a positive mindset for things.
guess i really put down the all the hatred and disappointment i have in them? or him? lol but i really have learn how to put down all these things and become a better person. of course though my stand wunt change, yet wunt be closed to other things also. and i will thru my experience help the year ones and avoid some things to take place again. but in the meanwhile, when there is no need to care for anything, just enjoy everyday that we have bah haha. (:
and actually was deciding whether want to go for oitp trip to china with nigel, nick and edmund.
it could be so exciting and would be definitely a good experience.
yet i wanted to help out IC camp this year.
but however cant go thee oitp cos of some financial matters.
it is a waste of an opportunity, but well can do fine without it also.
somemore still can go IC camp, bball and friends, so still not so bad..
hmm ok should stop here le.
will update next time. (:
life has been quite ok so far..
met danchuns on jiayi bday, haha so long nvr all 12 of us gather togt le.
even joseph that bei hor also got come, its great haha.
met up had ljs at clarke quay, before finding a spot and play true or dare.
it was fun making each other paiseh in the public, and that wingtong manage to take a picture with a chiobu sia haha.
then we drank some wine also. first time drink alot sia, all that oscar fault lols. but eh nvr drunk leh still not so bad haha..
then afterwards left a few of us at hougang mac, we go there talk.
long time nvr have good talk with them, felt good though abit no topic at times haha..
after danchun outing, i began to learn play dota, LOL.
i used to say dota is bullshit de, but now i am addicted to it haha.
it is fun but i always kana prawn by others zzz LOL. nvm i will train hard one haha.
ever since picking up dota, have been either studying or dotaing in club almost everyday..
nowadays life has been free and easy going. been having fun everyday kbing with ppl in club lol. trying to be more happy-go-lucky each day, and i did succeeded!
it was nice to develop a positive mindset for things.
guess i really put down the all the hatred and disappointment i have in them? or him? lol but i really have learn how to put down all these things and become a better person. of course though my stand wunt change, yet wunt be closed to other things also. and i will thru my experience help the year ones and avoid some things to take place again. but in the meanwhile, when there is no need to care for anything, just enjoy everyday that we have bah haha. (:
and actually was deciding whether want to go for oitp trip to china with nigel, nick and edmund.
it could be so exciting and would be definitely a good experience.
yet i wanted to help out IC camp this year.
but however cant go thee oitp cos of some financial matters.
it is a waste of an opportunity, but well can do fine without it also.
somemore still can go IC camp, bball and friends, so still not so bad..
hmm ok should stop here le.
will update next time. (:
Monday, June 22, 2009
its 4.40am now.
and damn, im still fresh awake blogging here lol.
just downloaded The Sims 3 a few days ago.
has been addicted to the game ever since then, LOL die liao my mst.
and damn, im still fresh awake blogging here lol.
just downloaded The Sims 3 a few days ago.
has been addicted to the game ever since then, LOL die liao my mst.
damn fun this game, lols but wasted sia i download de is not full version. =.= then now go find The Sims 3 de full version and redl again bah. haha eh, wrong leh, i sound like a hardcore gamer sia LOL. nono dont want to be addicted till like that haha.
so the 2nd week of holiday has just passed. guess this week my daily lifestyle is quite plain sia. outside: gym, bball , at home: forcing myself to study, the sims 3, watch drama. didn really go out, perhaps 1 or 2 times bah. though i say got study, but is really force de lo. i only study 2 or 3 times, 1 hr each time. done AEF already (quite simple only), maths halfway thru. sian sia not efficient enough. actually planned a scheldue for myself, so that everyday got jogging, gym/bball, study. but in d end nvr able to follow =.= but ok lah at least i did train either gym/bball everyday lols.
there is alot of things i want to say, yet i dont really knw how to express out. been so sian about stuffs. it would be so nice just to have some1 trusted there to listen, to talk to, to understand, to accompany.
hmmm will be having bbq with gaia later on. most probably will be tonning with them already. lols kindda look forward to it.(:
ok gonna sleep now. byebye.
Saturday, June 13, 2009
whoo~ back from camp already.
so tired, slept for 5 hours in the afternoon.
go watch jianle's match already at night.
his team lost 3 points to quanfong.
saw my old coach also.
as usual, see him like crap lol.
oh sian, see competition match.
ownself nvr play, damn sian.
oh well, i am going back minyi after youth cup anyway.
want to train up, hope can play next competition.
lol life so sian.
come cadc.
learn alot of stuffs, make alot of true and good friends.
yet seen alot of ugly side of things, people.
seen one of my best friend's blog.
saw some of the things he wrote that i find extremely useful.
a country survives because of the laws it holds;
people fear the law and thus obey it. they don't speak out, so they follow.
a family survives because of the bond it shares;
people of the same blood try to flow together. they follow, so they speak out.
a community survives because of both;
people try to flow together and obey the laws. they make the choice to follow or speak out.
so are we a country, a family, or a community?
lols it fits the situation totally.
and sometimes, it is a matter of holding on when;
everything is falling out,
or when everyone is giving up.
untill u see the light.
hope everyone knows what this post is trying to say.
i seriously miss the times when we are all year ones.
so tired, slept for 5 hours in the afternoon.
go watch jianle's match already at night.
his team lost 3 points to quanfong.
saw my old coach also.
as usual, see him like crap lol.
oh sian, see competition match.
ownself nvr play, damn sian.
oh well, i am going back minyi after youth cup anyway.
want to train up, hope can play next competition.
lol life so sian.
come cadc.
learn alot of stuffs, make alot of true and good friends.
yet seen alot of ugly side of things, people.
seen one of my best friend's blog.
saw some of the things he wrote that i find extremely useful.
a country survives because of the laws it holds;
people fear the law and thus obey it. they don't speak out, so they follow.
a family survives because of the bond it shares;
people of the same blood try to flow together. they follow, so they speak out.
a community survives because of both;
people try to flow together and obey the laws. they make the choice to follow or speak out.
so are we a country, a family, or a community?
lols it fits the situation totally.
and sometimes, it is a matter of holding on when;
everything is falling out,
or when everyone is giving up.
untill u see the light.
hope everyone knows what this post is trying to say.
i seriously miss the times when we are all year ones.
Monday, June 8, 2009
back to update blog awhile.
it is the holidays now, damn shuang.
dont need to study much til the last wk for mst =P.
subcomm camp coming up this week.
will be going as guitartist/camper.
haha hope it will turns out fine and fun . =)
today went sch for year2 skit.
some stuffs happens.
hope everyone will rmb.
the reason why they still held on today bah.
many things unsaid, undone.
see what happens in camp bah.
alright duno wad to say le.
next time update bah. (:
it is the holidays now, damn shuang.
dont need to study much til the last wk for mst =P.
subcomm camp coming up this week.
will be going as guitartist/camper.
haha hope it will turns out fine and fun . =)
today went sch for year2 skit.
some stuffs happens.
hope everyone will rmb.
the reason why they still held on today bah.
many things unsaid, undone.
see what happens in camp bah.
alright duno wad to say le.
next time update bah. (:
Saturday, May 30, 2009
random mood, random post.
the song that i like. (:
I'm lying alone with my head on the phone
Thinking of you till it hurts
I know you hurt too but what else can we do
Tormented and torn apart
I wish I could carry your smile and my heart
For times when my life feels so low
It would make me believe what tomorrow could bring
When today doesn't really know, doesn't really know
Chorus: I 'm all out of love,
I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long I 'm all out of love,
what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong
I want you to come back and carry me home
Away from this long lonely nights
I'm reaching for you, are you feeling it too
Does the feeling seem oh so right
And what would you say
if I called on you now
And said that I can't hold on
There's no easy way,
it gets harder each day
Please love me or I'll be gone,
I'll be gone
Chorus Oh, what are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?
Oh, what are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?
what are you thinking of? =\
the song that i like. (:
I'm lying alone with my head on the phone
Thinking of you till it hurts
I know you hurt too but what else can we do
Tormented and torn apart
I wish I could carry your smile and my heart
For times when my life feels so low
It would make me believe what tomorrow could bring
When today doesn't really know, doesn't really know
Chorus: I 'm all out of love,
I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long I 'm all out of love,
what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong
I want you to come back and carry me home
Away from this long lonely nights
I'm reaching for you, are you feeling it too
Does the feeling seem oh so right
And what would you say
if I called on you now
And said that I can't hold on
There's no easy way,
it gets harder each day
Please love me or I'll be gone,
I'll be gone
Chorus Oh, what are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?
Oh, what are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?
what are you thinking of? =\
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
Monday, May 18, 2009
just back from sch not long ago.
today EEE match, we lost 49-51.
it was a close game and was quite disappointing that we fail to clinch the win.
there are much stuffs happen thru out the match though.
and sky argued with one of the guys from EEE.
over refree mistakes, and some miscalculation of points.
it was quite frustrating lah but aiya nvm bah, these kind of things do happen.
when we play, we aren't playing as a team yet.
but well, on the bright note, we did much better than the last friendly bah.
actually abit reluctant to play pg, esp for cadc.
though i did better this time round, but still cant really control my players well.
i like to attack and score, though it feels nice to playmake too.
today morning woke up, i feeling worst than the night before.
so skip morning lessons today and went to see doctor.
it was feeling sucks man this whole day, not feeling well.
but heng nvr affect my game performance much.
sian, u didn stay on for the match, lol.
you think you have gone through alot. you just haven listen to my part of story yet. and here i am, still not giving up, not forgetting the reason that keeps me going on.
today EEE match, we lost 49-51.
it was a close game and was quite disappointing that we fail to clinch the win.
there are much stuffs happen thru out the match though.
and sky argued with one of the guys from EEE.
over refree mistakes, and some miscalculation of points.
it was quite frustrating lah but aiya nvm bah, these kind of things do happen.
when we play, we aren't playing as a team yet.
but well, on the bright note, we did much better than the last friendly bah.
actually abit reluctant to play pg, esp for cadc.
though i did better this time round, but still cant really control my players well.
i like to attack and score, though it feels nice to playmake too.
today morning woke up, i feeling worst than the night before.
so skip morning lessons today and went to see doctor.
it was feeling sucks man this whole day, not feeling well.
but heng nvr affect my game performance much.
sian, u didn stay on for the match, lol.
you think you have gone through alot. you just haven listen to my part of story yet. and here i am, still not giving up, not forgetting the reason that keeps me going on.
it has been 1 week since i last blog.
lols but quite alot of things happen past this week.
1. started to go for SP training ever since gotten in the selection.
2. nvr go minyi already. cos no more second team, and want to concentrate on SP team instead.
3. started maple with club peeps.
and yea major stuffs like that only bah.
and my maple character > bandit. but lvl 20 only still a rogue, lols.
was quite fun actually, skyping with them while playing maple.
at least wunt so no life haha.
but when chiong lvl alone, damn sian.
lols but well, at least there is 1 more thing i can do at home lah haha.
anyway, have to work hard for SP team.
i srsly want to get into the team.
though it is no guaranteed, and i am at a disadvantage.
but well, just play bah.
found out that playing forward is very relaxing, compare to pg.
i can attack freely or do wadever i want.
and manage to be a threat being a forward.
is it really i am more suitable to play as forward, or am i running away from being a pg?
lols srsly duno sia.
guess like wad a good friend of mine says.
just play the kind of ball i want, just play what it belongs to me de playing style.
it kindof work sia. i felt happier on the court.
i should nvr forget y i want to train/play ball sia.
so yea. just enjoy the game.
tml is friendly match against EEE.
lols see wad will happen tml bah.
lols but quite alot of things happen past this week.
1. started to go for SP training ever since gotten in the selection.
2. nvr go minyi already. cos no more second team, and want to concentrate on SP team instead.
3. started maple with club peeps.
and yea major stuffs like that only bah.
and my maple character > bandit. but lvl 20 only still a rogue, lols.
was quite fun actually, skyping with them while playing maple.
at least wunt so no life haha.
but when chiong lvl alone, damn sian.
lols but well, at least there is 1 more thing i can do at home lah haha.
anyway, have to work hard for SP team.
i srsly want to get into the team.
though it is no guaranteed, and i am at a disadvantage.
but well, just play bah.
found out that playing forward is very relaxing, compare to pg.
i can attack freely or do wadever i want.
and manage to be a threat being a forward.
is it really i am more suitable to play as forward, or am i running away from being a pg?
lols srsly duno sia.
guess like wad a good friend of mine says.
just play the kind of ball i want, just play what it belongs to me de playing style.
it kindof work sia. i felt happier on the court.
i should nvr forget y i want to train/play ball sia.
so yea. just enjoy the game.
tml is friendly match against EEE.
lols see wad will happen tml bah.
Sunday, May 10, 2009
today woke up at 4pm.
i missed a study session with some gaia people. so sorry about that.
intended to go training at night.
in d end, there is no training for under 19.
only got under 17 ppl training.
so ownself train for 1 hour like that, they need use full court liao.
so leave the place.
go find lawson at serangoon.
while waiting for him, been thinking alot of things.
lols abit discouraged bah of recent things.
and yea we hang out awhile, then jiu go home already.
wasted the whole day today.
sianzation. hope tml will be a better day. (:
it is so tiring to care so much.
when no 1 even cares.
i missed a study session with some gaia people. so sorry about that.
intended to go training at night.
in d end, there is no training for under 19.
only got under 17 ppl training.
so ownself train for 1 hour like that, they need use full court liao.
so leave the place.
go find lawson at serangoon.
while waiting for him, been thinking alot of things.
lols abit discouraged bah of recent things.
and yea we hang out awhile, then jiu go home already.
wasted the whole day today.
sianzation. hope tml will be a better day. (:
it is so tiring to care so much.
when no 1 even cares.
Thursday, May 7, 2009
today went for welfare intrium event.
it is the last comm event for intrium and yea as usual had our games
planned by the year ones. (:
it was quite fun bah, did enjoy myself with debate comm today, as i was posted to that comm.
the games r quite entertaining haha, at least to me lah.
onli that the finale was abit wierd, cause we play silent captain ball.
and we r not supposed to talk. =x
quite wierd wor, but still ok lah, everybody enjoy mah, lols. (:
and i had my face smashed with flour! zzz lols.
then we went to LT14A to have our prizes presentations and some traditonal finale games.
we seniors hid the year1s shoes/slippers.
some including myself, LOL wear their shoes and act yi ge duno. haha.
after the event, went clementi eat with the rest, before rching home arnd 12am.
sian sia, no different from training days, where i have to wake up early and sleep late LOL.
but still ok lah, it is worth it to be with them haha.
tml is another tiring day.
8am to 12pm lesson~
1pm to 5pm lesson~
7pm to 11pm bball training at minyi~
lols machaim got only 3 hours break nia for my scheldue tml zzzz.
but bo bian just hang on bah.
i must already know these consequences already since i've taken this path yea.
possibilty of second team forming is getting lesser and lesser..
I would be lieing if i dont say i am disappointed.
already 2 years i missed out on youth cup, for various stuipd reasons.
and this year is the 3rd year already.
but dont care bah, just concentrate on getting better.
my bball path doesn stop here.
life doesn stop here too.
i would just preservere till the end bah.
like what michael jordan had said
failure gives me strength, my pain gives me motivation
because of his failure then he can succeed.
and other than courage, he has one more thing, which is patience.
lols seriously i took him as a role model.
though since end of olvl i keep believing this.
but no result yet.
though i know my skills will not lose people.
yet i still duno how to apply my skills well yet.
and i haven been working really hard too, come to think of it. esp after coming to poly.
guess i've been thru enough to stop me from giving up all this.
and yea i will not give up.
cos i know i will succeed one day.
if i continue to work hard, work smart and BELIEVE.
lols i duno whether i sound like a bullshit.
saying all this lols.
but my heart really felt so, so i dont care what others say.
lols however, it will be nice to have some1 to confide to.
but perhaps, it takes alot to trust others bah.
in anyway, also have to be independent yea.
lols ok think shall stop this.
if not ppl gonna say i emo again, LOL
and yea now already past 2am le.
gonna catch some sleep for the next 4 to 5 hours.
before going back to school, lols.
again, wish me luck yea, lols.. (:
it is the last comm event for intrium and yea as usual had our games
planned by the year ones. (:
it was quite fun bah, did enjoy myself with debate comm today, as i was posted to that comm.
the games r quite entertaining haha, at least to me lah.
onli that the finale was abit wierd, cause we play silent captain ball.
and we r not supposed to talk. =x
quite wierd wor, but still ok lah, everybody enjoy mah, lols. (:
and i had my face smashed with flour! zzz lols.
then we went to LT14A to have our prizes presentations and some traditonal finale games.
we seniors hid the year1s shoes/slippers.
some including myself, LOL wear their shoes and act yi ge duno. haha.
after the event, went clementi eat with the rest, before rching home arnd 12am.
sian sia, no different from training days, where i have to wake up early and sleep late LOL.
but still ok lah, it is worth it to be with them haha.
tml is another tiring day.
8am to 12pm lesson~
1pm to 5pm lesson~
7pm to 11pm bball training at minyi~
lols machaim got only 3 hours break nia for my scheldue tml zzzz.
but bo bian just hang on bah.
i must already know these consequences already since i've taken this path yea.
possibilty of second team forming is getting lesser and lesser..
I would be lieing if i dont say i am disappointed.
already 2 years i missed out on youth cup, for various stuipd reasons.
and this year is the 3rd year already.
but dont care bah, just concentrate on getting better.
my bball path doesn stop here.
life doesn stop here too.
i would just preservere till the end bah.
like what michael jordan had said
failure gives me strength, my pain gives me motivation
because of his failure then he can succeed.
and other than courage, he has one more thing, which is patience.
lols seriously i took him as a role model.
though since end of olvl i keep believing this.
but no result yet.
though i know my skills will not lose people.
yet i still duno how to apply my skills well yet.
and i haven been working really hard too, come to think of it. esp after coming to poly.
guess i've been thru enough to stop me from giving up all this.
and yea i will not give up.
cos i know i will succeed one day.
if i continue to work hard, work smart and BELIEVE.
lols i duno whether i sound like a bullshit.
saying all this lols.
but my heart really felt so, so i dont care what others say.
lols however, it will be nice to have some1 to confide to.
but perhaps, it takes alot to trust others bah.
in anyway, also have to be independent yea.
lols ok think shall stop this.
if not ppl gonna say i emo again, LOL
and yea now already past 2am le.
gonna catch some sleep for the next 4 to 5 hours.
before going back to school, lols.
again, wish me luck yea, lols.. (:
Sunday, May 3, 2009
after so many days.
have finally think it through.
clear my thoughts.
i know now, which is my chosen path.
what i wanted.
and that goal will be kept fresh in my mind all the time.
dont want to tui bu qi not only those who understands, but myself too.
only i know what is within me.
give me some blessing yea.
(:
have finally think it through.
clear my thoughts.
i know now, which is my chosen path.
what i wanted.
and that goal will be kept fresh in my mind all the time.
dont want to tui bu qi not only those who understands, but myself too.
only i know what is within me.
give me some blessing yea.
(:
Thursday, April 30, 2009
just finish changing blogskin.
eh not bad leh, i can actually learn to change blogskin myself without help of any1 haha.
but then the music ninja and archive section was put out of space sia
and now so late liao, lazy go think how to do it.
so just put it like this bah haha.
at least something new lor. if not see my old blogskin also sian lols.
and that two songs are nice. Sweet and meaningful. (:
eh not bad leh, i can actually learn to change blogskin myself without help of any1 haha.
but then the music ninja and archive section was put out of space sia
and now so late liao, lazy go think how to do it.
so just put it like this bah haha.
at least something new lor. if not see my old blogskin also sian lols.
and that two songs are nice. Sweet and meaningful. (:
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
yooooo lols. wah this few days see my blogskin see till sian alrdy haha.
want to change leh but is like so mafan and i dont even know how to do. =x
i am a noobshit in this kindda thing anyway haha.
recently have been busying with bball trainings and sch yea.
by right, out of 7 days 6 nights i will be having trainings LOL siao right.
Cadc training, Minyi training lol.
but recently failed to get in first team of minyi.
damn disappointed and bu fu lah.
this isn the first time i experience such things already, sigh.
but well, got to pray hard that there will be a second team, and work hard on my own ball bah.
Cadc training was as usual. got quite plenty of year 1s joining in haha.
but the days r still early bah. so see how first lor for the team. ^^
and damned.
i actually didn know the date of SP sch team trial, and i freaking miss itttt.
sian lah. machaim double blow sia. lols.
but hope can have the opportunity to get in their training thru some friends inside.
at least it will increase my chance of playing for SP bah.
but i guess i still have to work on every area of my ball skills and fitness.
still not good enough to me. ):
guess i have to work extra harder bah. haha.
lols recently other than bball, and 1 occasion where i go find some GAIA peeps in yewtee,
i went out with lawson quite a few times too lol.
had alot of things in mind these few days n was quite fan bah.
but heng got him 'enlighten' me lah. LOL
guess sooner or later we gonna be gay partners le bah HAHA jk.
dont blame me for spoiling ur reputation lah lawson haha. =x
and school have been total slack, or maybe total slack for me only bah. =x
lols dont really have motivation to study and yup, i still got sleep in class de habit. lols
haha but hope can really buck up on my studies bah.
i aiming for at least 3.5 by end of my poly life.
lols. thats why have to buck up soon bah.
and yea, life has been like that for me for the past weeks.
sounds packed yea? lol
but sometimes sian luh. very tired everyday, yet cant afford to be tired.
lol and yea, kinda misses the camp preps days already.
haha ok shall stop here.
updates again. (:
maybe i should just forget yea? duno bah.
want to change leh but is like so mafan and i dont even know how to do. =x
i am a noobshit in this kindda thing anyway haha.
recently have been busying with bball trainings and sch yea.
by right, out of 7 days 6 nights i will be having trainings LOL siao right.
Cadc training, Minyi training lol.
but recently failed to get in first team of minyi.
damn disappointed and bu fu lah.
this isn the first time i experience such things already, sigh.
but well, got to pray hard that there will be a second team, and work hard on my own ball bah.
Cadc training was as usual. got quite plenty of year 1s joining in haha.
but the days r still early bah. so see how first lor for the team. ^^
and damned.
i actually didn know the date of SP sch team trial, and i freaking miss itttt.
sian lah. machaim double blow sia. lols.
but hope can have the opportunity to get in their training thru some friends inside.
at least it will increase my chance of playing for SP bah.
but i guess i still have to work on every area of my ball skills and fitness.
still not good enough to me. ):
guess i have to work extra harder bah. haha.
lols recently other than bball, and 1 occasion where i go find some GAIA peeps in yewtee,
i went out with lawson quite a few times too lol.
had alot of things in mind these few days n was quite fan bah.
but heng got him 'enlighten' me lah. LOL
guess sooner or later we gonna be gay partners le bah HAHA jk.
dont blame me for spoiling ur reputation lah lawson haha. =x
and school have been total slack, or maybe total slack for me only bah. =x
lols dont really have motivation to study and yup, i still got sleep in class de habit. lols
haha but hope can really buck up on my studies bah.
i aiming for at least 3.5 by end of my poly life.
lols. thats why have to buck up soon bah.
and yea, life has been like that for me for the past weeks.
sounds packed yea? lol
but sometimes sian luh. very tired everyday, yet cant afford to be tired.
lol and yea, kinda misses the camp preps days already.
haha ok shall stop here.
updates again. (:
maybe i should just forget yea? duno bah.
Saturday, April 18, 2009
heyyyyyyy i am back from chalet already.
haha we did have fun in the chalet. there is overnight cycling on the first day.
follow by bbq on the second evening til night.
these r the main things we done lah in this chalet lol.
but on some times, abit sianz luh, cos when we r indoors, nothing much to do, lols.
oh, yea there is red alert 3 to entertain me along with nigel they all, haha.
and watch show abit here n there, lols.
some of us like junyi they all chiong mahjong machaim for the whole chalet, LOL.
too bad, i dont know how to play, if not i might had join them already hahah.
but overall still enjoyable bah, lols.
sianz school starting a few days later.
and i skipped training on thurs for the chalet, and i skipped today again, =.=
cos overslept at home, arrrgh damn sian, lol.
tml will be the last day of holiday le.
maybe will go find lawson go cut hair, then go somewhere walk walk bah, lols.
it is time to buck up for myself le, lols no more slacking.
esp for bball trainings, lols.
kk shall end here.
will blog next time. (:
haha we did have fun in the chalet. there is overnight cycling on the first day.
follow by bbq on the second evening til night.
these r the main things we done lah in this chalet lol.
but on some times, abit sianz luh, cos when we r indoors, nothing much to do, lols.
oh, yea there is red alert 3 to entertain me along with nigel they all, haha.
and watch show abit here n there, lols.
some of us like junyi they all chiong mahjong machaim for the whole chalet, LOL.
too bad, i dont know how to play, if not i might had join them already hahah.
but overall still enjoyable bah, lols.
sianz school starting a few days later.
and i skipped training on thurs for the chalet, and i skipped today again, =.=
cos overslept at home, arrrgh damn sian, lol.
tml will be the last day of holiday le.
maybe will go find lawson go cut hair, then go somewhere walk walk bah, lols.
it is time to buck up for myself le, lols no more slacking.
esp for bball trainings, lols.
kk shall end here.
will blog next time. (:
wake up time. time to move on. lol.
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
Tuesday, April 7, 2009
hellooooo i am finally back from FO and Fusion camp.
it is finally over after 4 months of work, where 2 out of the 4 months are more intensive periods, especially the last month.
the first month of camp prep is the planning of games, mass dance, learning of songs, etc.
then during the 2 month of school days, we did some finalising of games and having song session every week.
it was nothing much though, compared to the last month of camp prep.
the last month of camp prep is when everything really comes in.
doing of equipments, acting of skits and various stations, testing of games, etc.
the practical stuffs are showing out.
i remember when we were campers, we are all enthru to join CADC.
we did stupid stuff togt, plan things togt as different sub-committees.
celebrate everyone's bday, go outings and tonnings togt.
there were debate competition, current affairs amazing race, bbq outings, blah blah blah.
then comes IC camp, where some are PCs already, some went to the camp as campers again, while some didn really manage to make it for the camp.
we did enjoy the camp in our own roles, whether is PCs or as campers.
i guess during IC camp, it is the first time i've seen people crying in debrief.
then after that comes another period of school for us, but more and more people are already drifting away from the club.
some dont come to club often. some everyday also come club.
lols come club to waste time, play RED ALERT, ton at lawson house though i didn ton as frequent as the others haha, study togt and etc.
and we have CADC month and other events too.
then comes the time of doing FO and Fusion camp, where everything begins.
during this entire period, we had our differences. we have our arguement.
we've gone through sorrow and joy, tears and joy.
yes, we have our own different group of cliques.
and some dont even come club often.
but however, during all this time, its like bonding different group of normal friends into 1 big family.
as time pass slowly, everyone begin to give for everyone, bond well with others that they are not as close with initially too.
through camp prep, i've learn alot of things, see through personalites of the people around me.
found who is the true friends that u r looking for and who will stick thick and thin togt with u.
lol perhaps there are more that i haven think of to mention.
this process is hard. yet all of us enjoy it, i believe.
i guess when people come poly to study, not much people has the same priviledge as us to get to go through all this stuffs.
dont care whether our performances is good anot in overall, what it really matters is that everyone is giving their upmost effort for this camp.
i was bothered also, initially by our performances as a group.
and i was bothered of not being able to help much beyond my horizon, and our lack of urgency and expectation.
but in d end, i knew that what it really matters is that everyone gave their upmost effort for this camp, for everyone, and that everyone has already develop their feelings for the camp and for each other as special friends, special mates.
though it sounds gay or les, lols but yup that is the best description that i can give haha.
now it has finally all ended. alot says that it is already the end.
i thought so too initially, and like everybody, i was sadded.
how ever, in fact it is actually the begining, like what yiyang said before.
it is our actual begining of our bond, and our journey in cadc and friendship.
who says we cant be friends, or be togt for the upcoming years?
we have 2 more years in SP cadc togt.
there should be no sadness also, cause we r spending another 2 years togt, if all of us remain in cadc.
i believe that if our bond is good, we will last for very long.
i dare not say it will be forever, but i believe that it will, at least for this 2 years.
so it is a end to a process that bond us together, and is also a start of our bond and a journy as a whole togt.
but this will only happen if all of us stay in cadc together.
hope that everyone will remain active in cadc, so that we can continue our journey together.
haha anyway, i never regret joining cadc and accepting the role of being a PC. (:
anyway all these things are all from my heart lah.
lols it may sounds naggy or dramatic or wadsoever haha.
but just wanna pour my feelings out and share with u who is reading my blog hahaha.
now camp finish already, will feel abit wierd.
maybe is too xi guan coming school everyday to do things le bah haha.
its time to move on bah.
i will continue my goals for bball and cadc.
i will also start to get back on good terms with my family and start enjoy life lah with fellow friends haha,
ok lah shall stop here after this long post lol.
shall update on fo camp stuffs when the pics come in bah (:
it is finally over after 4 months of work, where 2 out of the 4 months are more intensive periods, especially the last month.
the first month of camp prep is the planning of games, mass dance, learning of songs, etc.
then during the 2 month of school days, we did some finalising of games and having song session every week.
it was nothing much though, compared to the last month of camp prep.
the last month of camp prep is when everything really comes in.
doing of equipments, acting of skits and various stations, testing of games, etc.
the practical stuffs are showing out.
i remember when we were campers, we are all enthru to join CADC.
we did stupid stuff togt, plan things togt as different sub-committees.
celebrate everyone's bday, go outings and tonnings togt.
there were debate competition, current affairs amazing race, bbq outings, blah blah blah.
then comes IC camp, where some are PCs already, some went to the camp as campers again, while some didn really manage to make it for the camp.
we did enjoy the camp in our own roles, whether is PCs or as campers.
i guess during IC camp, it is the first time i've seen people crying in debrief.
then after that comes another period of school for us, but more and more people are already drifting away from the club.
some dont come to club often. some everyday also come club.
lols come club to waste time, play RED ALERT, ton at lawson house though i didn ton as frequent as the others haha, study togt and etc.
and we have CADC month and other events too.
then comes the time of doing FO and Fusion camp, where everything begins.
during this entire period, we had our differences. we have our arguement.
we've gone through sorrow and joy, tears and joy.
yes, we have our own different group of cliques.
and some dont even come club often.
but however, during all this time, its like bonding different group of normal friends into 1 big family.
as time pass slowly, everyone begin to give for everyone, bond well with others that they are not as close with initially too.
through camp prep, i've learn alot of things, see through personalites of the people around me.
found who is the true friends that u r looking for and who will stick thick and thin togt with u.
lol perhaps there are more that i haven think of to mention.
this process is hard. yet all of us enjoy it, i believe.
i guess when people come poly to study, not much people has the same priviledge as us to get to go through all this stuffs.
dont care whether our performances is good anot in overall, what it really matters is that everyone is giving their upmost effort for this camp.
i was bothered also, initially by our performances as a group.
and i was bothered of not being able to help much beyond my horizon, and our lack of urgency and expectation.
but in d end, i knew that what it really matters is that everyone gave their upmost effort for this camp, for everyone, and that everyone has already develop their feelings for the camp and for each other as special friends, special mates.
though it sounds gay or les, lols but yup that is the best description that i can give haha.
now it has finally all ended. alot says that it is already the end.
i thought so too initially, and like everybody, i was sadded.
how ever, in fact it is actually the begining, like what yiyang said before.
it is our actual begining of our bond, and our journey in cadc and friendship.
who says we cant be friends, or be togt for the upcoming years?
we have 2 more years in SP cadc togt.
there should be no sadness also, cause we r spending another 2 years togt, if all of us remain in cadc.
i believe that if our bond is good, we will last for very long.
i dare not say it will be forever, but i believe that it will, at least for this 2 years.
so it is a end to a process that bond us together, and is also a start of our bond and a journy as a whole togt.
but this will only happen if all of us stay in cadc together.
hope that everyone will remain active in cadc, so that we can continue our journey together.
haha anyway, i never regret joining cadc and accepting the role of being a PC. (:
anyway all these things are all from my heart lah.
lols it may sounds naggy or dramatic or wadsoever haha.
but just wanna pour my feelings out and share with u who is reading my blog hahaha.
now camp finish already, will feel abit wierd.
maybe is too xi guan coming school everyday to do things le bah haha.
its time to move on bah.
i will continue my goals for bball and cadc.
i will also start to get back on good terms with my family and start enjoy life lah with fellow friends haha,
ok lah shall stop here after this long post lol.
shall update on fo camp stuffs when the pics come in bah (:
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
random feeling to blog again lols
nowadays been mugging for exams with friends though got slack here n there haha.
then been following my air alert scheldue! lol my vertical jump got improve liao.
but abit only lah haha.
but still haven master qi bu jump sia sian sian lol
no choice have to keep trying and trying bah
and study is like damn sian sia, no motivation to study at times
though i know i have to do my really best this time round as the exams carry more weightage.
today DE paper just over. quite alright bah, have confidence in this paper.
but this thursday de maths paper... wahh hope nth will go wrong bah haha.
kinda no life eh? everyday onli think about exams exams n more exams. =.=
lol and i damn missed competitive bball sia.
hope would really find 1 team when camp prep ends.
lols til here bah, i have to go off sleep soon.
see when random mood again then blog again bah! haha.. (:
nowadays been mugging for exams with friends though got slack here n there haha.
then been following my air alert scheldue! lol my vertical jump got improve liao.
but abit only lah haha.
but still haven master qi bu jump sia sian sian lol
no choice have to keep trying and trying bah
and study is like damn sian sia, no motivation to study at times
though i know i have to do my really best this time round as the exams carry more weightage.
today DE paper just over. quite alright bah, have confidence in this paper.
but this thursday de maths paper... wahh hope nth will go wrong bah haha.
kinda no life eh? everyday onli think about exams exams n more exams. =.=
lol and i damn missed competitive bball sia.
hope would really find 1 team when camp prep ends.
lols til here bah, i have to go off sleep soon.
see when random mood again then blog again bah! haha.. (:
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
Sunday, February 1, 2009
another quiz by jingqi.
i dont really know how to upload those pics and stuff.
so i think i just write out bah haha. (:
1. Answer each of the questions using the Flickr search engine.
2. Pick a photo from the first three pages.
3. Copy and paste the URL of your chosen photos in here.
4. Then, share them with the world.
1. First name: Lester
2. Favourite food: Chocolate
3. Hometown:Sengkang
4. Favourite colour: red, blue, white
5. Favourite celebrity: allen iverson
6. Favourite drink: milo
7. Dream vacation: countries with rich history and nature geographical location
8. Favourite dessert: seldom eat dessert
9. What I want to be when I grow up: pro bball player? lol.
10. Favourite hobby:bball, redalert lol.
11. One word that describes me: easygoing
12. My Blogskins name: basketball.
i dont really know how to upload those pics and stuff.
so i think i just write out bah haha. (:
1. Answer each of the questions using the Flickr search engine.
2. Pick a photo from the first three pages.
3. Copy and paste the URL of your chosen photos in here.
4. Then, share them with the world.
1. First name: Lester
2. Favourite food: Chocolate
3. Hometown:Sengkang
4. Favourite colour: red, blue, white
5. Favourite celebrity: allen iverson
6. Favourite drink: milo
7. Dream vacation: countries with rich history and nature geographical location
8. Favourite dessert: seldom eat dessert
9. What I want to be when I grow up: pro bball player? lol.
10. Favourite hobby:bball, redalert lol.
11. One word that describes me: easygoing
12. My Blogskins name: basketball.
Saturday, January 31, 2009
lols tag by jingqi, zwei and lifang to do the quiz again.
here goes..
1. The person who passed you this quiz is
jingqi
lifang
zwei
2.Your relationship with him/her-
friend/working partner
friend/boss&worker
close friend
3.Your 5 impression of him / her
helpful, hardworking, cheerful, soft-hearted, indecisive
hardworking, friendly, indecisive, funny, nice to talk to.
playful, funny, daring, understanding, lazy
4.The most memorable thing she / he has done for you
haha eh being my EMEI partner in IC camp LOL
using the key chain i brought for her bday, though now never use liao lah haha.
accompany go out when i sian lol.
5.The most memorable word she / he has said to you
jiayou
give me jing sheng shang de zhi chi
too many? or forgot le LOL
6.If she/he become your lover you will
give everything i have for her.
give everything i have for her.
IMPOSSIBLE cos i not gay lol.
7.If she/he become your lover, things he/she should improve on
be more decisive and stop being a follower (:
be more decisive and stop being a follower (:
not possible.
8.If he/she become my enemy
all 3 impossible lols
9.If he/she become my enemy the reason is
all 3 cant find a reason haha.
10.The most desired thing you want to do with him/her now is
do hao morning pt with her (:
jiayou in whatever things she do (:
gaying with him now and then LOL
11.Your overall impression with him/her is
nice gal, very hardworking and cheerful.
nice gal, a very good friend and nice to talk to.
nice guy, we both thinks alike
12.How do you think people around you will feel about you?
tiko? LOL im not ok =x
other qns cut off because already answer liao =x
here goes..
1. The person who passed you this quiz is
jingqi
lifang
zwei
2.Your relationship with him/her-
friend/working partner
friend/boss&worker
close friend
3.Your 5 impression of him / her
helpful, hardworking, cheerful, soft-hearted, indecisive
hardworking, friendly, indecisive, funny, nice to talk to.
playful, funny, daring, understanding, lazy
4.The most memorable thing she / he has done for you
haha eh being my EMEI partner in IC camp LOL
using the key chain i brought for her bday, though now never use liao lah haha.
accompany go out when i sian lol.
5.The most memorable word she / he has said to you
jiayou
give me jing sheng shang de zhi chi
too many? or forgot le LOL
6.If she/he become your lover you will
give everything i have for her.
give everything i have for her.
IMPOSSIBLE cos i not gay lol.
7.If she/he become your lover, things he/she should improve on
be more decisive and stop being a follower (:
be more decisive and stop being a follower (:
not possible.
8.If he/she become my enemy
all 3 impossible lols
9.If he/she become my enemy the reason is
all 3 cant find a reason haha.
10.The most desired thing you want to do with him/her now is
do hao morning pt with her (:
jiayou in whatever things she do (:
gaying with him now and then LOL
11.Your overall impression with him/her is
nice gal, very hardworking and cheerful.
nice gal, a very good friend and nice to talk to.
nice guy, we both thinks alike
12.How do you think people around you will feel about you?
tiko? LOL im not ok =x
other qns cut off because already answer liao =x
Friday, January 30, 2009
TAG REPLIES (:
xinlei: eheh no excuses!! you must do the quiz!! haha =P
hz: lol dont think wrong way lah haha.
IfYouKnowMe, YouKnowMe:): haha perhaps i have rough idea who u le bah, lol. hmm perhaps you are right. wait for that special someone then say bah lols (:
huilun: haha yup, tagged you two quiz. haha rmb do wor! lols why suddenly tell me u like feilunhai?
jianle: you suck too LOL. happy new year (:
xinlei: eheh no excuses!! you must do the quiz!! haha =P
hz: lol dont think wrong way lah haha.
IfYouKnowMe, YouKnowMe:): haha perhaps i have rough idea who u le bah, lol. hmm perhaps you are right. wait for that special someone then say bah lols (:
huilun: haha yup, tagged you two quiz. haha rmb do wor! lols why suddenly tell me u like feilunhai?
jianle: you suck too LOL. happy new year (:
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO EVERYBODY! (:
haha though chinese new year, but still dont have the cny mood leh.
like everyday life like that lol.
collected some ang bao as my income, LOL.
but like damn boring lah, very long didn stayed at home for more than 2 days liao le.
lol but also good lah, sometimes stay at home more pei family also not bad.
lol on cny eve, went bball alone after reunion dinner.
met this guy who teach me some basic yet effective skills for point guard.
he's quite a good player, difficult to defend, a threat at stealing the ball lol.
but learned alot from him.
asked hp no. from him, so can go his training area.
go home msg him, yet no 1 reply till now. =.=
siann i like rmb wrong no. liao.
but well, will try ways to find him back, lol.
then ytd is the cny first day.
many relatives came our house to have lunch. then as a whole we went another relative house to bai nian also.
it was damn bored there luh.
so after awhile we went back home, play awhile red alert, then go find oscar & co (:
went watch love matters with them at marina, quite a nice and funny show haha.
intended to ton afterwards but didn in the end.
dad want me back home, so bo bian lor, haha..
then took cab home alone.
met this uncle driver, he is very friendly.
we talk all the way throughout the trip. he is a christian and he told me things like having a holy character, eg: dont care wad people treat u, care wad u treat people. lol quite true leh this dao li.
haha though he is speaking in christ form, n im not really a christ believer,
somehow i understand what he means, the values of such things in life.
it was quite meaningful luh.
well this kindda thing, what i feel is that all these depends on people themselves wan. some may say they dunt have the strength to do good and they need christ strength to do it. to me its not that they dont have the strength to do something, its whether they want to do anot. and i believe that fate lies within our hands. the outcome of our fate depends on our doings, not on god pre-made 'scheldue' haha..
rather i believe that god is there to guide u to the right path, instead of schelduing your life bah. no offence to anybody else there, but im just expressing my thoughts over this matter only haha.. (:
somehow everyday life, i was quite restless.
other than following the scheldue of my air alert, i like dont have the mood to do anything. eg: studies bball etc. siannn dont understand why like so sian and troubled like that, yet doesn really know the reason why. lol such contradiction right haha.. i guess it is so shen ao that no 1 can really understand bah.. i better buck up on my life bah, before i really drop into a big mess lol haha..
till here, update next time bah (:
haha though chinese new year, but still dont have the cny mood leh.
like everyday life like that lol.
collected some ang bao as my income, LOL.
but like damn boring lah, very long didn stayed at home for more than 2 days liao le.
lol but also good lah, sometimes stay at home more pei family also not bad.
lol on cny eve, went bball alone after reunion dinner.
met this guy who teach me some basic yet effective skills for point guard.
he's quite a good player, difficult to defend, a threat at stealing the ball lol.
but learned alot from him.
asked hp no. from him, so can go his training area.
go home msg him, yet no 1 reply till now. =.=
siann i like rmb wrong no. liao.
but well, will try ways to find him back, lol.
then ytd is the cny first day.
many relatives came our house to have lunch. then as a whole we went another relative house to bai nian also.
it was damn bored there luh.
so after awhile we went back home, play awhile red alert, then go find oscar & co (:
went watch love matters with them at marina, quite a nice and funny show haha.
intended to ton afterwards but didn in the end.
dad want me back home, so bo bian lor, haha..
then took cab home alone.
met this uncle driver, he is very friendly.
we talk all the way throughout the trip. he is a christian and he told me things like having a holy character, eg: dont care wad people treat u, care wad u treat people. lol quite true leh this dao li.
haha though he is speaking in christ form, n im not really a christ believer,
somehow i understand what he means, the values of such things in life.
it was quite meaningful luh.
well this kindda thing, what i feel is that all these depends on people themselves wan. some may say they dunt have the strength to do good and they need christ strength to do it. to me its not that they dont have the strength to do something, its whether they want to do anot. and i believe that fate lies within our hands. the outcome of our fate depends on our doings, not on god pre-made 'scheldue' haha..
rather i believe that god is there to guide u to the right path, instead of schelduing your life bah. no offence to anybody else there, but im just expressing my thoughts over this matter only haha.. (:
somehow everyday life, i was quite restless.
other than following the scheldue of my air alert, i like dont have the mood to do anything. eg: studies bball etc. siannn dont understand why like so sian and troubled like that, yet doesn really know the reason why. lol such contradiction right haha.. i guess it is so shen ao that no 1 can really understand bah.. i better buck up on my life bah, before i really drop into a big mess lol haha..
till here, update next time bah (:
Sunday, January 25, 2009
The rules and regulations:
1. Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things/habits/little known facts about themself.
2. People who get tagged need to write their own 10 weird things/habits/little known facts.
3. At the end, player needs to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names.
4. No tags back!
ONE: sometimes motivated to do something, sometimes not lols.
TWO: love basketball alot.
THREE: care for everybody, just that i dont look like im caring, LOL.
FOUR: when with friend and nth do, i will act gay with them HAHA. (ps:i not gay ar LOL haha.)
FIVE: very difficult to wake me up!!
SIX: lose confidence easily
SEVEN: determined to make something happen if i want it.
EIGHT: dont have the habit to dress myself up lols.
NINE: will be shy sometimes, yet thick skin sometimes LOLS HAHA..
TEN: will have occasional moodswing.
10 ARE YOU's
1. Are you single - yes.
2. Are you happy- seriously i dun know also lol.
3. Are you bored - Somehow,when i haf nth to do.
4. Are you fair- hai hao bah.
5. Are you Italian- No.
6. Are you intelligent- dont know leh lol.
7. Are you honest- Yes,depends on what situation.
8. Are you nice- Yes! LOL
9. Are you Irish- No.
10.?
TEN FACTS
1. Full Name
# Lester Wee
2. Nicknames
# aiyo many dao i dun want say le haha lols..
3. Birth place
# SINGAPORE! Mount Alvenia
4. Hair color
# Black
5. Natural hairstyle
# spiky scattered hairstyle haha.
6. Eye Colour
#Black
7.Birthday
# 12 july 1991
8.Mood
# Sians.
9. Favourite colour
# red, blue, white
10. One place you like to visit
# NBA!!
10 person i tag:
zhongwei
xinlei
jingqi
kenneth
huilun
qiaoyan
victor
gliford
jiayi
brian
1. Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things/habits/little known facts about themself.
2. People who get tagged need to write their own 10 weird things/habits/little known facts.
3. At the end, player needs to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names.
4. No tags back!
ONE: sometimes motivated to do something, sometimes not lols.
TWO: love basketball alot.
THREE: care for everybody, just that i dont look like im caring, LOL.
FOUR: when with friend and nth do, i will act gay with them HAHA. (ps:i not gay ar LOL haha.)
FIVE: very difficult to wake me up!!
SIX: lose confidence easily
SEVEN: determined to make something happen if i want it.
EIGHT: dont have the habit to dress myself up lols.
NINE: will be shy sometimes, yet thick skin sometimes LOLS HAHA..
TEN: will have occasional moodswing.
10 ARE YOU's
1. Are you single - yes.
2. Are you happy- seriously i dun know also lol.
3. Are you bored - Somehow,when i haf nth to do.
4. Are you fair- hai hao bah.
5. Are you Italian- No.
6. Are you intelligent- dont know leh lol.
7. Are you honest- Yes,depends on what situation.
8. Are you nice- Yes! LOL
9. Are you Irish- No.
10.?
TEN FACTS
1. Full Name
# Lester Wee
2. Nicknames
# aiyo many dao i dun want say le haha lols..
3. Birth place
# SINGAPORE! Mount Alvenia
4. Hair color
# Black
5. Natural hairstyle
# spiky scattered hairstyle haha.
6. Eye Colour
#Black
7.Birthday
# 12 july 1991
8.Mood
# Sians.
9. Favourite colour
# red, blue, white
10. One place you like to visit
# NBA!!
10 person i tag:
zhongwei
xinlei
jingqi
kenneth
huilun
qiaoyan
victor
gliford
jiayi
brian
quiz by caleb chan (:
1. The person who passed you this quiz is-
caleb
2.Your relationship with him/her-
friend/former junior
3.Your 5 impression of him / her-
passionate, capable, responsible, committed, hardworking
4.The most memorable thing she / he has done for you-
Making me do this quiz! lols
5.The most memorable word she / he has said to you-
eh quite long ago liao, forgot le, LOL
6.If she/he become your lover you will-
no i not gay lols.
7.If she/he become your lover, things he/she should improve on-
Impossible.
8.If he/she become my enemy-
wunt care him lols.
9.If he/she become my enemy the reason is-
cant find a reason haha.
10.The most desired thing you want to do with him/her now is-
Say hello.
11.Your overall impression with him/her is-
He's a guy.
12.How do you think people around you will feel about you?-
dont know, never think before haha.
13.The characteristics you love about yourself are-
being true to everybody and myself, goal-oriented, understanding bah?, others i dun know lols.
14.On the contrary,the characteristics you hate about yourself are-
lazy and lack of confidence at times..
15.The most ideal person you want to be is?-
be myself. (:
16.For those people that care and like you, say something to them-
thanks for everything. (:
17.Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wish to know how they feel about you..
1. zhongwei
2. kenneth
3. jingqi
4. lifang
5. xinlei
6. qiaoyan
7. victor
8. huilun
9. weizhuang
10. gliford
(:
18.Who is no. 6 have having a relationship with at the moment?
Nobody.
19.No.9 is a male or female?
shemale LOL jk haha, male.
20.If No.7 and No.10 are together, will it be a good thing?
Of course, then my class got 1 gay couple liao haha.
21.How about No.5 and No.8?
no unless they are lest haha.
22.What is No.2 studying?
game design.
23.What was the last time you had a chat with No.3?
now lol.
24.What kind of music band does No. 8 like?
not sure.
25.Does No.1 have any siblings?
Yes.
26.Will you woo No.3?
erm, didn think before lols.
27.How about No.7?
NOT IN A MILLION YEARS.
28.Is No.4 single?
no, attached liao le.
29.What is the hobby of No.5?
there emoing HAHA.
30.Do No.5 & No.9 get along well?
hai hao bah??
31.Where is No.2 studying at?
SP school of design
32.Say something casually about No.1.
he is a bastard HAHA jk.
33.Have you try developing feeling for No.8?
as a friend bah haha lols.
34.Where does No.9 live?
Somewhere in bukit batok.
35.What does number 3 like?
arron LOL =P
36.Are No.5 & No.1 best friends?
dun know bah.
37.Does No.7 like No.2?
unless they are gays lols haha.
38.How do you know No.2?
hmm cadc fo camp (:
39.Does No.1 have a pet?
Don't think so.
40.Is No.7 the sexiest girl in the world?
LOL YA!!
41.Do you think it possible No.4 & 5 date each other?
No, unless they are lest lols.
42-Say something more about No.6.
a noobster who study optometry haha.
43.What is the relationship between you & No.9?
good friend.
44.List all the school that No1.-No.10 are in and originally from and your relationship between him or her:
can dun anwser this? too long le lah lazy type haha lols.
45.What will you do if No.10 hates you?
dun know never think before bah.
46.Which of the following are in a relationship?
1, 4 and they are together.
47.How do you first met No.3?
cadc fo camp bah (:
48. What would your reaction be if No.3 and No.10 are together?
shock bah haha lols
1. The person who passed you this quiz is-
caleb
2.Your relationship with him/her-
friend/former junior
3.Your 5 impression of him / her-
passionate, capable, responsible, committed, hardworking
4.The most memorable thing she / he has done for you-
Making me do this quiz! lols
5.The most memorable word she / he has said to you-
eh quite long ago liao, forgot le, LOL
6.If she/he become your lover you will-
no i not gay lols.
7.If she/he become your lover, things he/she should improve on-
Impossible.
8.If he/she become my enemy-
wunt care him lols.
9.If he/she become my enemy the reason is-
cant find a reason haha.
10.The most desired thing you want to do with him/her now is-
Say hello.
11.Your overall impression with him/her is-
He's a guy.
12.How do you think people around you will feel about you?-
dont know, never think before haha.
13.The characteristics you love about yourself are-
being true to everybody and myself, goal-oriented, understanding bah?, others i dun know lols.
14.On the contrary,the characteristics you hate about yourself are-
lazy and lack of confidence at times..
15.The most ideal person you want to be is?-
be myself. (:
16.For those people that care and like you, say something to them-
thanks for everything. (:
17.Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wish to know how they feel about you..
1. zhongwei
2. kenneth
3. jingqi
4. lifang
5. xinlei
6. qiaoyan
7. victor
8. huilun
9. weizhuang
10. gliford
(:
18.Who is no. 6 have having a relationship with at the moment?
Nobody.
19.No.9 is a male or female?
shemale LOL jk haha, male.
20.If No.7 and No.10 are together, will it be a good thing?
Of course, then my class got 1 gay couple liao haha.
21.How about No.5 and No.8?
no unless they are lest haha.
22.What is No.2 studying?
game design.
23.What was the last time you had a chat with No.3?
now lol.
24.What kind of music band does No. 8 like?
not sure.
25.Does No.1 have any siblings?
Yes.
26.Will you woo No.3?
erm, didn think before lols.
27.How about No.7?
NOT IN A MILLION YEARS.
28.Is No.4 single?
no, attached liao le.
29.What is the hobby of No.5?
there emoing HAHA.
30.Do No.5 & No.9 get along well?
hai hao bah??
31.Where is No.2 studying at?
SP school of design
32.Say something casually about No.1.
he is a bastard HAHA jk.
33.Have you try developing feeling for No.8?
as a friend bah haha lols.
34.Where does No.9 live?
Somewhere in bukit batok.
35.What does number 3 like?
arron LOL =P
36.Are No.5 & No.1 best friends?
dun know bah.
37.Does No.7 like No.2?
unless they are gays lols haha.
38.How do you know No.2?
hmm cadc fo camp (:
39.Does No.1 have a pet?
Don't think so.
40.Is No.7 the sexiest girl in the world?
LOL YA!!
41.Do you think it possible No.4 & 5 date each other?
No, unless they are lest lols.
42-Say something more about No.6.
a noobster who study optometry haha.
43.What is the relationship between you & No.9?
good friend.
44.List all the school that No1.-No.10 are in and originally from and your relationship between him or her:
can dun anwser this? too long le lah lazy type haha lols.
45.What will you do if No.10 hates you?
dun know never think before bah.
46.Which of the following are in a relationship?
1, 4 and they are together.
47.How do you first met No.3?
cadc fo camp bah (:
48. What would your reaction be if No.3 and No.10 are together?
shock bah haha lols
Monday, January 19, 2009
| What is your True Fear? Your Result: Losing Someone You love affection and the people in your life more than anything. Your greatest fear is that one day someone you care about won't be there anymore. You are a very friendly and inviting person, who draws in a lot of friendships with your kind, considerate, and loyal nature. However, deep down you are slightly insecure and unsure of yourself. You couldn't deal with it if you didn't have one of your loved ones in your life anymore. You don't have too much to worry about though, because with a friend like you, no one will want to lose you either! | |
| Being Alone | |
| Disappointment | |
| Looked down on | |
| Where Your life is Going | |
| Death | |
| Commitment | |
| What is your True Fear? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz | |
Saturday, January 17, 2009
alot of things happened recently.
for me, my studies becoming more and more bad.
overslept late for lesson, sleep in class, no energy.
test chui, new topics dont understand, no motivation.
didn spend anytime on tutorials or revision at all.
this cant go on sia. at this rate, i will sure fall soon.
hope i can pick up some motivation and really work on my studies bah.
bball wise, been training air alert3 for the past 2 weeks.
duno got use mah leh, lol.
but well, am trying all sorts of ways to improve my jump and my game bah, lols.
haiz, somehow really miss competive club bball.
hope engtat hornets will really call us up bah.
Ytd night had song prac again with fellow pcs.
beforehand we had some bday celebration with jamie.
lols they came up a video for her, hope she like it and enjoys the celebration by us bah haha.
then had our usual song prac.
indeed we really had alot of problems, regarding song prac alone.
and during debrief, some of us r already breaking down.
at first actually want to say somethings about the matter, n try to encourage them.
but in d end didn. cos it isn a correct time to say something, cos already so many ppl r talking abt the same thing agn and agn, n everybody mood alrdy low liao.
jiu see no point lo.
but problem is say the same thing agn and agn.
but the matter is still not solved yet.
hope that last night de sharing session really work this time round bah.
come on, this is our first time, and our last time to be FO PC.
r we going to just let this time of period pass by meaninglessly, or make full use of this period?
its only these times that we can all get togt, work and bond togt.
shouldn't we put in more than 100% effort, to make full use of these times?
and to make the camp successful and bond ourselves?
regardless of reports or song prac or whatsoever.
have we ever think bfore, what is our maximum limit? exactly how much is our 100%?
have we really dui de qi ownself, dui de qi other fellow PCs?
if problem comes r we going to sit there brooding?
and let ourselves be more n more scattered and rot?
come on, there are definitely tough times in whatever we do.
as long as all of us held strong togt, i believe we can overcome all this.
and we would all be so happy and satisfied with ourselves at the end of this.
i can ensure that.
well in short.
lets all continue work hard togt, and strive for the common goal bah.
we can do it, no matter how diffcult it is. (:
and lastly,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAMIE! lols (:
for me, my studies becoming more and more bad.
overslept late for lesson, sleep in class, no energy.
test chui, new topics dont understand, no motivation.
didn spend anytime on tutorials or revision at all.
this cant go on sia. at this rate, i will sure fall soon.
hope i can pick up some motivation and really work on my studies bah.
bball wise, been training air alert3 for the past 2 weeks.
duno got use mah leh, lol.
but well, am trying all sorts of ways to improve my jump and my game bah, lols.
haiz, somehow really miss competive club bball.
hope engtat hornets will really call us up bah.
Ytd night had song prac again with fellow pcs.
beforehand we had some bday celebration with jamie.
lols they came up a video for her, hope she like it and enjoys the celebration by us bah haha.
then had our usual song prac.
indeed we really had alot of problems, regarding song prac alone.
and during debrief, some of us r already breaking down.
at first actually want to say somethings about the matter, n try to encourage them.
but in d end didn. cos it isn a correct time to say something, cos already so many ppl r talking abt the same thing agn and agn, n everybody mood alrdy low liao.
jiu see no point lo.
but problem is say the same thing agn and agn.
but the matter is still not solved yet.
hope that last night de sharing session really work this time round bah.
come on, this is our first time, and our last time to be FO PC.
r we going to just let this time of period pass by meaninglessly, or make full use of this period?
its only these times that we can all get togt, work and bond togt.
shouldn't we put in more than 100% effort, to make full use of these times?
and to make the camp successful and bond ourselves?
regardless of reports or song prac or whatsoever.
have we ever think bfore, what is our maximum limit? exactly how much is our 100%?
have we really dui de qi ownself, dui de qi other fellow PCs?
if problem comes r we going to sit there brooding?
and let ourselves be more n more scattered and rot?
come on, there are definitely tough times in whatever we do.
as long as all of us held strong togt, i believe we can overcome all this.
and we would all be so happy and satisfied with ourselves at the end of this.
i can ensure that.
well in short.
lets all continue work hard togt, and strive for the common goal bah.
we can do it, no matter how diffcult it is. (:
and lastly,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAMIE! lols (:
Sunday, January 4, 2009
random mood to blog, haha..
yesterday start training my fitness up with victor in sch.
jog arnd sch, pull ups, situps all chiong, haha.
played some bball then went prata session with oscar and company. (:
intended to go yewtee check eng tat hornets training.
but heard from jianle that might not have training, and moreover, it is just the 2nd day of the new year.
then also dun feel like going alone, so in d end nv go.
will be going next tues or fri bah.
then next day went swimming with sec sch friends bfore playing ball at woodlands.
and now mywhole body is aching like mad luh! haha..
hanzhong gave me the air alert program liao,
maybe will start on this week le.
hope it will help bah..
just went blog visiting, and saw a classmate's blog.
he was talking abt a article he found, and how that article really changed him.
some of the things that he mentioned, i felt is so true luh.
he stated that parents will always think of the best road for their child's future.
and logically speaking, it is of course the most safe and reasonable route
that parents will prefer to recommend.
some child thot that it was right,
and inside their heart, their dreams r left untouched and remain as a dream.
they r counted as impossible task, or as a route that got no future.
but 1 day comes a stranger, who encourages u to pursue ur dream courageously.
saying that dare to try the things that you want to do, to accomplish.
because u got only 1 life, n its now or never that u go pursue ur area of interests or dreams.
now, if u happen to come across this situation,
which would u choose? the safer route scribed out by your parents?
or the route that allows u to pursue, yet got so many obstacles in it and big difficulty in successing,
the route that u know is so much tougher than the safe way,
which 1 would you choose?
lols for me i reflect and think.
i've always come into this situation le,
whereby my parents wants me to study study study, and try to find a job in the workforce and work on it.
it is the most reasonable and safe way,
because this way i would have a more stable or even higher income.
and it is near to impossible that you will fail in this route.
but however, i know that if i dunt try the things that i want to try
dunt pursue the things that i like, dreams that i always dream of now, like good example bball,
i would never to get to enjoy them again if i dont do it now.
if take the safe way, would it be more meaningful than the other route? no lor..
1 thing is everyone only have 1 life.
make the most out of it and enjoy it.
and never regret all the things that you went through.
and never regret all the things that you went through.
furthermore, people may not choose this path as it is much more risky.but i would say that they lacks the courage lor..
furthermore, people may not choose this path as it is much more risky.
but i would say that they lacks the courage lor..
and they r just not willing to stay out of their comfort zone to get the things that they want.
cos life isn about earning money, or making sure that all 3 meals are well taken care of.
life is about you yourself, how you gonna spend it the way u want it.
and doing things that will allow u to enjoy and be happy.
with this, i believe it is even more fulfilling and meaningful.
even though the pursue your dream route will be so much tougher and risky,
the fact that you love it , i guess is enough for you to go thru this tough path.
only through the tough times then you know how impt the things that u do to u.
n learn alot of things in life.
this would be the much more happier and fulfilling life,
at least in my opinion lah lols.
now i know that bball is my area of interest, and i have a long term basketball dream.
i would still pursue it bah, haha.
cos i will never forget how it feels to score a basket, run positions, making assists, blah blah blah
i will never forget how carefree and happy i feel when playing bball.
so all the more i cant give up my aim now,
when the going gets tougher and tougher.
i dun know wad will happen in d future
but i know that now, i would not give up lah, and i enjoy playing ball.
so i would still follow my heart and my dreams.(:
at least for now, i know.
haha so write untill here bah
updates next time bah (:
yesterday start training my fitness up with victor in sch.
jog arnd sch, pull ups, situps all chiong, haha.
played some bball then went prata session with oscar and company. (:
intended to go yewtee check eng tat hornets training.
but heard from jianle that might not have training, and moreover, it is just the 2nd day of the new year.
then also dun feel like going alone, so in d end nv go.
will be going next tues or fri bah.
then next day went swimming with sec sch friends bfore playing ball at woodlands.
and now mywhole body is aching like mad luh! haha..
hanzhong gave me the air alert program liao,
maybe will start on this week le.
hope it will help bah..
just went blog visiting, and saw a classmate's blog.
he was talking abt a article he found, and how that article really changed him.
some of the things that he mentioned, i felt is so true luh.
he stated that parents will always think of the best road for their child's future.
and logically speaking, it is of course the most safe and reasonable route
that parents will prefer to recommend.
some child thot that it was right,
and inside their heart, their dreams r left untouched and remain as a dream.
they r counted as impossible task, or as a route that got no future.
but 1 day comes a stranger, who encourages u to pursue ur dream courageously.
saying that dare to try the things that you want to do, to accomplish.
because u got only 1 life, n its now or never that u go pursue ur area of interests or dreams.
now, if u happen to come across this situation,
which would u choose? the safer route scribed out by your parents?
or the route that allows u to pursue, yet got so many obstacles in it and big difficulty in successing,
the route that u know is so much tougher than the safe way,
which 1 would you choose?
lols for me i reflect and think.
i've always come into this situation le,
whereby my parents wants me to study study study, and try to find a job in the workforce and work on it.
it is the most reasonable and safe way,
because this way i would have a more stable or even higher income.
and it is near to impossible that you will fail in this route.
but however, i know that if i dunt try the things that i want to try
dunt pursue the things that i like, dreams that i always dream of now, like good example bball,
i would never to get to enjoy them again if i dont do it now.
if take the safe way, would it be more meaningful than the other route? no lor..
1 thing is everyone only have 1 life.
make the most out of it and enjoy it.
and never regret all the things that you went through.
and never regret all the things that you went through.
furthermore, people may not choose this path as it is much more risky.but i would say that they lacks the courage lor..
furthermore, people may not choose this path as it is much more risky.
but i would say that they lacks the courage lor..
and they r just not willing to stay out of their comfort zone to get the things that they want.
cos life isn about earning money, or making sure that all 3 meals are well taken care of.
life is about you yourself, how you gonna spend it the way u want it.
and doing things that will allow u to enjoy and be happy.
with this, i believe it is even more fulfilling and meaningful.
even though the pursue your dream route will be so much tougher and risky,
the fact that you love it , i guess is enough for you to go thru this tough path.
only through the tough times then you know how impt the things that u do to u.
n learn alot of things in life.
this would be the much more happier and fulfilling life,
at least in my opinion lah lols.
now i know that bball is my area of interest, and i have a long term basketball dream.
i would still pursue it bah, haha.
cos i will never forget how it feels to score a basket, run positions, making assists, blah blah blah
i will never forget how carefree and happy i feel when playing bball.
so all the more i cant give up my aim now,
when the going gets tougher and tougher.
i dun know wad will happen in d future
but i know that now, i would not give up lah, and i enjoy playing ball.
so i would still follow my heart and my dreams.(:
at least for now, i know.
haha so write untill here bah
updates next time bah (:
Thursday, January 1, 2009
Happy 2009 New Year!! haha.. today is the first day of the year, and here i am blogging to kickstart the year lols. (:
Time really pass by so fast seh, another year has past by.
it seems like onli ytd when we just collected our olvl results.
Throughout my months in poly, have seen and experienced many things, good or bad. there are many regrets and many happy and meaningful moments thruout the year.
seen friends around us in their most down times, most angry times and many many happy times.
Though when got into cadc camps, i played less bball in those camp preps, and my life is like all cadc when during the times when we do camp togt.
it was rather hard to adapt with initially but in d end i really enjoyed the time spend with them, not cadc club, but the friends i made in cadc.
guess i've really have to be grateful that i joined this club in poly, cos i know if i didn't, my life wunt be the same as now.
spending time with the friends inside, and doing camps togt, playing bball togt, i've really learned alot of things.
most impt, i've realised nth on earth is good enough, or as impt as being togt with your loved ones eg your friends, family, gf/bf etc.
because even if how good u r at something, or how good looking u r, how good is your career/studies,
without your loved ones, all those means nothing, cos ya never be happy.
but even if u got nothing in your life, but with the company of your loved ones around you, your life would be so much more fruitful and happy.
i've also learned how to go thru the hard times with others, learning that each and every person can be the sole reason why everybody hang on,
and experienced the satisfaction and joyful feeling that you get from working hard with your other friends togt in the process to accomplish something, like a very good example, camp.
In all, i never regret coming to this club, because the people there made a difference in my life. now we have this fo camp and fusion to do. i can say the road ahead is far more tough.
i hope everyone will pull through the tough times together and i believe we can.
hope everyone will enjoy our times togt and let our camp be successful. (:
our time togt may be short, may be long we all duno, but at least we've spend our time togt before, smile talk laugh togt before. jiu like cherish the times we spend togt lo. (:
for bball, i've really neglected bball alot ever since start of dec. (except for intercons)
been busy over camp preps.
i have to admit that i really miss it, and i want to get on track to my goals and purposes in bball, like eg playing well for this coming youth cup.
but til now haven even find a team ever since admiratly csc stop training.
i hope can faster find 1 team, then can continue my bball journey le bah.
i may have to have another big stop again this coming holiday for camp prep,
but i believe it should be ok and im able to get back my fitness when camp is over.
then after that can go play youth cup le, lols..
and continue pursue my goals bah.
wish me good luck then haha.
eh my new year resolutions?
to fufill my basketball goals, make the camp successful, memorable and most imptly, to find that special someone.. hahaha..
hope my new year resolutions can be realised bah (:
Time really pass by so fast seh, another year has past by.
it seems like onli ytd when we just collected our olvl results.
Throughout my months in poly, have seen and experienced many things, good or bad. there are many regrets and many happy and meaningful moments thruout the year.
seen friends around us in their most down times, most angry times and many many happy times.
Though when got into cadc camps, i played less bball in those camp preps, and my life is like all cadc when during the times when we do camp togt.
it was rather hard to adapt with initially but in d end i really enjoyed the time spend with them, not cadc club, but the friends i made in cadc.
guess i've really have to be grateful that i joined this club in poly, cos i know if i didn't, my life wunt be the same as now.
spending time with the friends inside, and doing camps togt, playing bball togt, i've really learned alot of things.
most impt, i've realised nth on earth is good enough, or as impt as being togt with your loved ones eg your friends, family, gf/bf etc.
because even if how good u r at something, or how good looking u r, how good is your career/studies,
without your loved ones, all those means nothing, cos ya never be happy.
but even if u got nothing in your life, but with the company of your loved ones around you, your life would be so much more fruitful and happy.
i've also learned how to go thru the hard times with others, learning that each and every person can be the sole reason why everybody hang on,
and experienced the satisfaction and joyful feeling that you get from working hard with your other friends togt in the process to accomplish something, like a very good example, camp.
In all, i never regret coming to this club, because the people there made a difference in my life. now we have this fo camp and fusion to do. i can say the road ahead is far more tough.
i hope everyone will pull through the tough times together and i believe we can.
hope everyone will enjoy our times togt and let our camp be successful. (:
our time togt may be short, may be long we all duno, but at least we've spend our time togt before, smile talk laugh togt before. jiu like cherish the times we spend togt lo. (:
for bball, i've really neglected bball alot ever since start of dec. (except for intercons)
been busy over camp preps.
i have to admit that i really miss it, and i want to get on track to my goals and purposes in bball, like eg playing well for this coming youth cup.
but til now haven even find a team ever since admiratly csc stop training.
i hope can faster find 1 team, then can continue my bball journey le bah.
i may have to have another big stop again this coming holiday for camp prep,
but i believe it should be ok and im able to get back my fitness when camp is over.
then after that can go play youth cup le, lols..
and continue pursue my goals bah.
wish me good luck then haha.
eh my new year resolutions?
to fufill my basketball goals, make the camp successful, memorable and most imptly, to find that special someone.. hahaha..
hope my new year resolutions can be realised bah (:
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