My humble little blog

im back again to blog. the holidays started le and that also marks the start of itp.
nigel they all went overseas itp in china.
bidded farewell to them on their flight day.
though everytime we all there kbkb, but cant deny that kinda sad to see them go also.
lols they gonna be back by 5 weeks time.

so everyday, went for work in the morning at kaki bukit.
the company specialise in servicing laser equipments,
all i done so far is just doing some minor paper work, and washing of laser equipments.
but recent few days learned how to calibrate laser.
lol didnt really master the skill, but at least had a concept of what's happening. haha.
then evening time finish work, jiu went back sp help them camp prep.
mainly also help the guitarists and their reports.
just now just finished recee at st john island only.
and so, 1 week has already passed, yet the duration feels like 1 month.
working there is boring. but at least at night can go back help the year ones.
haven been really playing ball this week though, hope can play more this week onwards.
but 1 bright note is able to apply leave for IC camp. haha so glad abt it.

things have changed over the past few months, or the past year.
is it called the reality of the part and pacel of life? or is it something that we can make a difference with.
seeing the past photos, past memories.
compared to what i see now.
it really make me feel that no happy things can last forever.
lol feeling lost here and there. not knowing where i am heading. not knowing what i really want. not knowing who are the people that i can really count on.
really hoped to solve this lost feeling asap.
hope everyday can dont need to think or have this feeling, but to spend everyday happier.
ok i know i sound emo lol.
should stop here now.
byebye.