just finish changing blogskin.
eh not bad leh, i can actually learn to change blogskin myself without help of any1 haha.
but then the music ninja and archive section was put out of space sia
and now so late liao, lazy go think how to do it.
so just put it like this bah haha.
at least something new lor. if not see my old blogskin also sian lols.
and that two songs are nice. Sweet and meaningful. (:
Discover yourself, decide what you want. After that, simply do whatever you can to achieve it. It doesn't matter how the outcome would turn out at the end, just know and make sure that til the very last moment of my life, I won't live in regret. :)
Thursday, April 30, 2009
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
yooooo lols. wah this few days see my blogskin see till sian alrdy haha.
want to change leh but is like so mafan and i dont even know how to do. =x
i am a noobshit in this kindda thing anyway haha.
recently have been busying with bball trainings and sch yea.
by right, out of 7 days 6 nights i will be having trainings LOL siao right.
Cadc training, Minyi training lol.
but recently failed to get in first team of minyi.
damn disappointed and bu fu lah.
this isn the first time i experience such things already, sigh.
but well, got to pray hard that there will be a second team, and work hard on my own ball bah.
Cadc training was as usual. got quite plenty of year 1s joining in haha.
but the days r still early bah. so see how first lor for the team. ^^
and damned.
i actually didn know the date of SP sch team trial, and i freaking miss itttt.
sian lah. machaim double blow sia. lols.
but hope can have the opportunity to get in their training thru some friends inside.
at least it will increase my chance of playing for SP bah.
but i guess i still have to work on every area of my ball skills and fitness.
still not good enough to me. ):
guess i have to work extra harder bah. haha.
lols recently other than bball, and 1 occasion where i go find some GAIA peeps in yewtee,
i went out with lawson quite a few times too lol.
had alot of things in mind these few days n was quite fan bah.
but heng got him 'enlighten' me lah. LOL
guess sooner or later we gonna be gay partners le bah HAHA jk.
dont blame me for spoiling ur reputation lah lawson haha. =x
and school have been total slack, or maybe total slack for me only bah. =x
lols dont really have motivation to study and yup, i still got sleep in class de habit. lols
haha but hope can really buck up on my studies bah.
i aiming for at least 3.5 by end of my poly life.
lols. thats why have to buck up soon bah.
and yea, life has been like that for me for the past weeks.
sounds packed yea? lol
but sometimes sian luh. very tired everyday, yet cant afford to be tired.
lol and yea, kinda misses the camp preps days already.
haha ok shall stop here.
updates again. (:
maybe i should just forget yea? duno bah.
want to change leh but is like so mafan and i dont even know how to do. =x
i am a noobshit in this kindda thing anyway haha.
recently have been busying with bball trainings and sch yea.
by right, out of 7 days 6 nights i will be having trainings LOL siao right.
Cadc training, Minyi training lol.
but recently failed to get in first team of minyi.
damn disappointed and bu fu lah.
this isn the first time i experience such things already, sigh.
but well, got to pray hard that there will be a second team, and work hard on my own ball bah.
Cadc training was as usual. got quite plenty of year 1s joining in haha.
but the days r still early bah. so see how first lor for the team. ^^
and damned.
i actually didn know the date of SP sch team trial, and i freaking miss itttt.
sian lah. machaim double blow sia. lols.
but hope can have the opportunity to get in their training thru some friends inside.
at least it will increase my chance of playing for SP bah.
but i guess i still have to work on every area of my ball skills and fitness.
still not good enough to me. ):
guess i have to work extra harder bah. haha.
lols recently other than bball, and 1 occasion where i go find some GAIA peeps in yewtee,
i went out with lawson quite a few times too lol.
had alot of things in mind these few days n was quite fan bah.
but heng got him 'enlighten' me lah. LOL
guess sooner or later we gonna be gay partners le bah HAHA jk.
dont blame me for spoiling ur reputation lah lawson haha. =x
and school have been total slack, or maybe total slack for me only bah. =x
lols dont really have motivation to study and yup, i still got sleep in class de habit. lols
haha but hope can really buck up on my studies bah.
i aiming for at least 3.5 by end of my poly life.
lols. thats why have to buck up soon bah.
and yea, life has been like that for me for the past weeks.
sounds packed yea? lol
but sometimes sian luh. very tired everyday, yet cant afford to be tired.
lol and yea, kinda misses the camp preps days already.
haha ok shall stop here.
updates again. (:
maybe i should just forget yea? duno bah.
Saturday, April 18, 2009
heyyyyyyy i am back from chalet already.
haha we did have fun in the chalet. there is overnight cycling on the first day.
follow by bbq on the second evening til night.
these r the main things we done lah in this chalet lol.
but on some times, abit sianz luh, cos when we r indoors, nothing much to do, lols.
oh, yea there is red alert 3 to entertain me along with nigel they all, haha.
and watch show abit here n there, lols.
some of us like junyi they all chiong mahjong machaim for the whole chalet, LOL.
too bad, i dont know how to play, if not i might had join them already hahah.
but overall still enjoyable bah, lols.
sianz school starting a few days later.
and i skipped training on thurs for the chalet, and i skipped today again, =.=
cos overslept at home, arrrgh damn sian, lol.
tml will be the last day of holiday le.
maybe will go find lawson go cut hair, then go somewhere walk walk bah, lols.
it is time to buck up for myself le, lols no more slacking.
esp for bball trainings, lols.
kk shall end here.
will blog next time. (:
haha we did have fun in the chalet. there is overnight cycling on the first day.
follow by bbq on the second evening til night.
these r the main things we done lah in this chalet lol.
but on some times, abit sianz luh, cos when we r indoors, nothing much to do, lols.
oh, yea there is red alert 3 to entertain me along with nigel they all, haha.
and watch show abit here n there, lols.
some of us like junyi they all chiong mahjong machaim for the whole chalet, LOL.
too bad, i dont know how to play, if not i might had join them already hahah.
but overall still enjoyable bah, lols.
sianz school starting a few days later.
and i skipped training on thurs for the chalet, and i skipped today again, =.=
cos overslept at home, arrrgh damn sian, lol.
tml will be the last day of holiday le.
maybe will go find lawson go cut hair, then go somewhere walk walk bah, lols.
it is time to buck up for myself le, lols no more slacking.
esp for bball trainings, lols.
kk shall end here.
will blog next time. (:
wake up time. time to move on. lol.
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
Tuesday, April 7, 2009
hellooooo i am finally back from FO and Fusion camp.
it is finally over after 4 months of work, where 2 out of the 4 months are more intensive periods, especially the last month.
the first month of camp prep is the planning of games, mass dance, learning of songs, etc.
then during the 2 month of school days, we did some finalising of games and having song session every week.
it was nothing much though, compared to the last month of camp prep.
the last month of camp prep is when everything really comes in.
doing of equipments, acting of skits and various stations, testing of games, etc.
the practical stuffs are showing out.
i remember when we were campers, we are all enthru to join CADC.
we did stupid stuff togt, plan things togt as different sub-committees.
celebrate everyone's bday, go outings and tonnings togt.
there were debate competition, current affairs amazing race, bbq outings, blah blah blah.
then comes IC camp, where some are PCs already, some went to the camp as campers again, while some didn really manage to make it for the camp.
we did enjoy the camp in our own roles, whether is PCs or as campers.
i guess during IC camp, it is the first time i've seen people crying in debrief.
then after that comes another period of school for us, but more and more people are already drifting away from the club.
some dont come to club often. some everyday also come club.
lols come club to waste time, play RED ALERT, ton at lawson house though i didn ton as frequent as the others haha, study togt and etc.
and we have CADC month and other events too.
then comes the time of doing FO and Fusion camp, where everything begins.
during this entire period, we had our differences. we have our arguement.
we've gone through sorrow and joy, tears and joy.
yes, we have our own different group of cliques.
and some dont even come club often.
but however, during all this time, its like bonding different group of normal friends into 1 big family.
as time pass slowly, everyone begin to give for everyone, bond well with others that they are not as close with initially too.
through camp prep, i've learn alot of things, see through personalites of the people around me.
found who is the true friends that u r looking for and who will stick thick and thin togt with u.
lol perhaps there are more that i haven think of to mention.
this process is hard. yet all of us enjoy it, i believe.
i guess when people come poly to study, not much people has the same priviledge as us to get to go through all this stuffs.
dont care whether our performances is good anot in overall, what it really matters is that everyone is giving their upmost effort for this camp.
i was bothered also, initially by our performances as a group.
and i was bothered of not being able to help much beyond my horizon, and our lack of urgency and expectation.
but in d end, i knew that what it really matters is that everyone gave their upmost effort for this camp, for everyone, and that everyone has already develop their feelings for the camp and for each other as special friends, special mates.
though it sounds gay or les, lols but yup that is the best description that i can give haha.
now it has finally all ended. alot says that it is already the end.
i thought so too initially, and like everybody, i was sadded.
how ever, in fact it is actually the begining, like what yiyang said before.
it is our actual begining of our bond, and our journey in cadc and friendship.
who says we cant be friends, or be togt for the upcoming years?
we have 2 more years in SP cadc togt.
there should be no sadness also, cause we r spending another 2 years togt, if all of us remain in cadc.
i believe that if our bond is good, we will last for very long.
i dare not say it will be forever, but i believe that it will, at least for this 2 years.
so it is a end to a process that bond us together, and is also a start of our bond and a journy as a whole togt.
but this will only happen if all of us stay in cadc together.
hope that everyone will remain active in cadc, so that we can continue our journey together.
haha anyway, i never regret joining cadc and accepting the role of being a PC. (:
anyway all these things are all from my heart lah.
lols it may sounds naggy or dramatic or wadsoever haha.
but just wanna pour my feelings out and share with u who is reading my blog hahaha.
now camp finish already, will feel abit wierd.
maybe is too xi guan coming school everyday to do things le bah haha.
its time to move on bah.
i will continue my goals for bball and cadc.
i will also start to get back on good terms with my family and start enjoy life lah with fellow friends haha,
ok lah shall stop here after this long post lol.
shall update on fo camp stuffs when the pics come in bah (:
it is finally over after 4 months of work, where 2 out of the 4 months are more intensive periods, especially the last month.
the first month of camp prep is the planning of games, mass dance, learning of songs, etc.
then during the 2 month of school days, we did some finalising of games and having song session every week.
it was nothing much though, compared to the last month of camp prep.
the last month of camp prep is when everything really comes in.
doing of equipments, acting of skits and various stations, testing of games, etc.
the practical stuffs are showing out.
i remember when we were campers, we are all enthru to join CADC.
we did stupid stuff togt, plan things togt as different sub-committees.
celebrate everyone's bday, go outings and tonnings togt.
there were debate competition, current affairs amazing race, bbq outings, blah blah blah.
then comes IC camp, where some are PCs already, some went to the camp as campers again, while some didn really manage to make it for the camp.
we did enjoy the camp in our own roles, whether is PCs or as campers.
i guess during IC camp, it is the first time i've seen people crying in debrief.
then after that comes another period of school for us, but more and more people are already drifting away from the club.
some dont come to club often. some everyday also come club.
lols come club to waste time, play RED ALERT, ton at lawson house though i didn ton as frequent as the others haha, study togt and etc.
and we have CADC month and other events too.
then comes the time of doing FO and Fusion camp, where everything begins.
during this entire period, we had our differences. we have our arguement.
we've gone through sorrow and joy, tears and joy.
yes, we have our own different group of cliques.
and some dont even come club often.
but however, during all this time, its like bonding different group of normal friends into 1 big family.
as time pass slowly, everyone begin to give for everyone, bond well with others that they are not as close with initially too.
through camp prep, i've learn alot of things, see through personalites of the people around me.
found who is the true friends that u r looking for and who will stick thick and thin togt with u.
lol perhaps there are more that i haven think of to mention.
this process is hard. yet all of us enjoy it, i believe.
i guess when people come poly to study, not much people has the same priviledge as us to get to go through all this stuffs.
dont care whether our performances is good anot in overall, what it really matters is that everyone is giving their upmost effort for this camp.
i was bothered also, initially by our performances as a group.
and i was bothered of not being able to help much beyond my horizon, and our lack of urgency and expectation.
but in d end, i knew that what it really matters is that everyone gave their upmost effort for this camp, for everyone, and that everyone has already develop their feelings for the camp and for each other as special friends, special mates.
though it sounds gay or les, lols but yup that is the best description that i can give haha.
now it has finally all ended. alot says that it is already the end.
i thought so too initially, and like everybody, i was sadded.
how ever, in fact it is actually the begining, like what yiyang said before.
it is our actual begining of our bond, and our journey in cadc and friendship.
who says we cant be friends, or be togt for the upcoming years?
we have 2 more years in SP cadc togt.
there should be no sadness also, cause we r spending another 2 years togt, if all of us remain in cadc.
i believe that if our bond is good, we will last for very long.
i dare not say it will be forever, but i believe that it will, at least for this 2 years.
so it is a end to a process that bond us together, and is also a start of our bond and a journy as a whole togt.
but this will only happen if all of us stay in cadc together.
hope that everyone will remain active in cadc, so that we can continue our journey together.
haha anyway, i never regret joining cadc and accepting the role of being a PC. (:
anyway all these things are all from my heart lah.
lols it may sounds naggy or dramatic or wadsoever haha.
but just wanna pour my feelings out and share with u who is reading my blog hahaha.
now camp finish already, will feel abit wierd.
maybe is too xi guan coming school everyday to do things le bah haha.
its time to move on bah.
i will continue my goals for bball and cadc.
i will also start to get back on good terms with my family and start enjoy life lah with fellow friends haha,
ok lah shall stop here after this long post lol.
shall update on fo camp stuffs when the pics come in bah (:
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)