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hellooooo i am finally back from FO and Fusion camp.
it is finally over after 4 months of work, where 2 out of the 4 months are more intensive periods, especially the last month.
the first month of camp prep is the planning of games, mass dance, learning of songs, etc.
then during the 2 month of school days, we did some finalising of games and having song session every week.
it was nothing much though, compared to the last month of camp prep.
the last month of camp prep is when everything really comes in.
doing of equipments, acting of skits and various stations, testing of games, etc.
the practical stuffs are showing out.


i remember when we were campers, we are all enthru to join CADC.
we did stupid stuff togt, plan things togt as different sub-committees.
celebrate everyone's bday, go outings and tonnings togt.
there were debate competition, current affairs amazing race, bbq outings, blah blah blah.
then comes IC camp, where some are PCs already, some went to the camp as campers again, while some didn really manage to make it for the camp.
we did enjoy the camp in our own roles, whether is PCs or as campers.
i guess during IC camp, it is the first time i've seen people crying in debrief.
then after that comes another period of school for us, but more and more people are already drifting away from the club.
some dont come to club often. some everyday also come club.
lols come club to waste time, play RED ALERT, ton at lawson house though i didn ton as frequent as the others haha, study togt and etc.
and we have CADC month and other events too.
then comes the time of doing FO and Fusion camp, where everything begins.
during this entire period, we had our differences. we have our arguement.
we've gone through sorrow and joy, tears and joy.
yes, we have our own different group of cliques.
and some dont even come club often.
but however, during all this time, its like bonding different group of normal friends into 1 big family.
as time pass slowly, everyone begin to give for everyone, bond well with others that they are not as close with initially too.
through camp prep, i've learn alot of things, see through personalites of the people around me.
found who is the true friends that u r looking for and who will stick thick and thin togt with u.
lol perhaps there are more that i haven think of to mention.
this process is hard. yet all of us enjoy it, i believe.
i guess when people come poly to study, not much people has the same priviledge as us to get to go through all this stuffs.
dont care whether our performances is good anot in overall, what it really matters is that everyone is giving their upmost effort for this camp.
i was bothered also, initially by our performances as a group.
and i was bothered of not being able to help much beyond my horizon, and our lack of urgency and expectation.
but in d end, i knew that what it really matters is that everyone gave their upmost effort for this camp, for everyone, and that everyone has already develop their feelings for the camp and for each other as special friends, special mates.
though it sounds gay or les, lols but yup that is the best description that i can give haha.
now it has finally all ended. alot says that it is already the end.
i thought so too initially, and like everybody, i was sadded.
how ever, in fact it is actually the begining, like what yiyang said before.
it is our actual begining of our bond, and our journey in cadc and friendship.
who says we cant be friends, or be togt for the upcoming years?
we have 2 more years in SP cadc togt.
there should be no sadness also, cause we r spending another 2 years togt, if all of us remain in cadc.
i believe that if our bond is good, we will last for very long.
i dare not say it will be forever, but i believe that it will, at least for this 2 years.
so it is a end to a process that bond us together, and is also a start of our bond and a journy as a whole togt.
but this will only happen if all of us stay in cadc together.
hope that everyone will remain active in cadc, so that we can continue our journey together.
haha anyway, i never regret joining cadc and accepting the role of being a PC. (:

anyway all these things are all from my heart lah.
lols it may sounds naggy or dramatic or wadsoever haha.
but just wanna pour my feelings out and share with u who is reading my blog hahaha.
now camp finish already, will feel abit wierd.
maybe is too xi guan coming school everyday to do things le bah haha.
its time to move on bah.
i will continue my goals for bball and cadc.
i will also start to get back on good terms with my family and start enjoy life lah with fellow friends haha,

ok lah shall stop here after this long post lol.
shall update on fo camp stuffs when the pics come in bah (: