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ytd had training again. did some shooting drills n in d end court book by smit
bo bian must give in to them. sian lor,
but nvm next few weeks de tues n thurs got book liao. haha..
den went stadium jog 2.4km did quite a no. of pulls up and a couple times of 100 metre sprints too.
long time nv run liao, at first bu xi guan, but the feeling slowly get back lo haha.
but somehow felt my long dist running, esp arnd stadium deprove liao leh, ):
duno is my expectation too high or really deprove.
oh well, just try to improve ba lols.
afta tat training suppose to end early liao,
den sky got a random idea to play 5v5 with smit.
all of us agree and stay on for the match.
we r all enthru abt it, and when we have prepartions to play against them,
i can sense the urge to win attitude and the team spirit, which is good =D haha..
then when play, 1st step to the court, duno y suddenly tat feeling come again.
tat feeling of nervous, hyped up, lack of confidence and decisiveness acts up again, haiz..
though nt as worse as bfore, but it is still not enough. ):
then as i tink back i jiu realise
actually is nt tat my shooting, my penetration etc is not good enough.
is me myself have this stupid mental barrier like eg lack of confidence and decisiveness
which made me so nervous and unable to calm dwn
and therefore my percentage like nt as gd as bfore,
which is not really myself..
den when play shi hou, wah damn pekchey.
our offence no option, no flow no nothing.
forwards didn come out 3 point line to receive ball, and they stand inside instead.
if not they jiu run lai run qu, duno for wad.
den my centre, lawson being in the high post, is being sandwiched by 2 or 3 players, yet i find no ppl on the wing sometimes, damn frustrating.
i think we should really work on this part.
i guess our biggest problem, REALLY, is our offense de philosphy, be it centre or forward. it is not about stradegy (zhan fa) whereas it is more about the basic roles of everybody.
no swing ball, nv yao qu n even if got, stand de position wrg, no post up, forward anyhow run, wah probs here n there.
me also lor, duno why so nervous sia.
friendly only, yet i get so worked up.
my mind is like blank lor sometimes, zzz den when wan control, also cant control.
only manage to score a 3 point, T.T
but ok la, can see that we got the shi li to score, defend and play well.
it is just that everybody, including me de offence concept is not up to par yet.
if duno how to post, how to run for position etc,
then of cuz no chance for them to attempt to score oso wad..
but ok la, good thing is i can see everyone's effort la, which is good. (:
hope that can improve on this major area
bfore the friendly against EEEC next wed.
thus monday and tuesday de training damn impt, hope captain can spend and focus more time on our offence..

come on guys.. lets work hard together.. (:
and i gonna find ways and make sure tat i gonna be more calm and myself when during full court matches liao.
im not gonna let the same kind of mistakes pull me dwn and regret.
jiayou to me ba haha..
kk stop here ba.