My humble little blog

15 May 2011.

Wow 2 n a half months have past since I last officially went to school as a student.
For whole of March, have been working non-stop.
Flex, IT show, Wild Oats.
Think my total pay got reach around $1300.
End of March comes the crazy month, April.
Every week of April except for last week, also got 1 major event.
1st Week (Continued from March): FO Camp
2nd Week: Fusion Camp
3rd Week: Annual Recept Chalet
4th Week: Bangkok Trip
Other then these activities, still got work, if not poker.
Is like Wow.
It has been a crazy month for me.
But sadly, all my earnings from March has contributed to these activities in April.
So now got no much saving.. ):

After all these weeks, the following weeks have been crazy also.
Chiong work at Wild Oats for 2 weeks, like almost everyday.
Only until this week onwards, is more free for me, with 2 shifts a week.
New Oats is opening in June.
Hope I could get more working slots there.
And also, hope that it would be fun and be a good experience too.
2 more jobs are available in June too.
IT fair and flex again.
Hope to aim for $1300 again.. haha

After June, I would be left with 4 months plus to NS..
In fact is 5 months plus from now..
Really don't know if it is a waste of time or not.
So long then go in,
by then already most of the guys go in. left me alone.
Hope I won't get bored to death for all these months.

Well, at least I have a driving license to complete before NS..
At least there is another added thing to do. =/
Want to faster chiong for the license, so have 1 less thing to think about.
Other than that, really have to slowly build up my physical,
get myself stronger.. to prepare for army.

There is a lot of things going through my head now..
Planning what other things to do for the next hours, next few days, next few months.
I don't want my holidays to spent purely on working.
I just want to learn how to take my life independently and responsibly.
Do, learn and explore different things.
Spend more time with friends and family.
Getting used to be independent.

Seriously I think I am very messed up.
Over this matter.
I don't know why I always get into situations like these..
I should really control myself and forget about this..
Yea, I admit, this bother me badly.
I just hope to get over this and erase all the awkwardness..
I should perk up and concentrate on my life.. instead of thinking about all these nonsense..

Sometimes, I just wished for some1 to talk to, some1 who can understand and accept..
Some1 to remind me about what's right and wrong.
Right now, I just need some directions.