random mood to blog, haha..
yesterday start training my fitness up with victor in sch.
jog arnd sch, pull ups, situps all chiong, haha.
played some bball then went prata session with oscar and company. (:
intended to go yewtee check eng tat hornets training.
but heard from jianle that might not have training, and moreover, it is just the 2nd day of the new year.
then also dun feel like going alone, so in d end nv go.
will be going next tues or fri bah.
then next day went swimming with sec sch friends bfore playing ball at woodlands.
and now mywhole body is aching like mad luh! haha..
hanzhong gave me the air alert program liao,
maybe will start on this week le.
hope it will help bah..

just went blog visiting, and saw a classmate's blog.
he was talking abt a article he found, and how that article really changed him.
some of the things that he mentioned, i felt is so true luh.
he stated that parents will always think of the best road for their child's future.
and logically speaking, it is of course the most safe and reasonable route
that parents will prefer to recommend.
some child thot that it was right,
and inside their heart, their dreams r left untouched and remain as a dream.
they r counted as impossible task, or as a route that got no future.
but 1 day comes a stranger, who encourages u to pursue ur dream courageously.
saying that dare to try the things that you want to do, to accomplish.
because u got only 1 life, n its now or never that u go pursue ur area of interests or dreams.
now, if u happen to come across this situation,
which would u choose? the safer route scribed out by your parents?
or the route that allows u to pursue, yet got so many obstacles in it and big difficulty in successing,
the route that u know is so much tougher than the safe way,
which 1 would you choose?
lols for me i reflect and think.
i've always come into this situation le,
whereby my parents wants me to study study study, and try to find a job in the workforce and work on it.
it is the most reasonable and safe way,
because this way i would have a more stable or even higher income.
and it is near to impossible that you will fail in this route.
but however, i know that if i dunt try the things that i want to try
dunt pursue the things that i like, dreams that i always dream of now, like good example bball,
i would never to get to enjoy them again if i dont do it now.
if take the safe way, would it be more meaningful than the other route? no lor..
1 thing is everyone only have 1 life.
make the most out of it and enjoy it.
and never regret all the things that you went through.
and never regret all the things that you went through.
furthermore, people may not choose this path as it is much more risky.but i would say that they lacks the courage lor..
furthermore, people may not choose this path as it is much more risky.
but i would say that they lacks the courage lor..
and they r just not willing to stay out of their comfort zone to get the things that they want.
cos life isn about earning money, or making sure that all 3 meals are well taken care of.
life is about you yourself, how you gonna spend it the way u want it.
and doing things that will allow u to enjoy and be happy.
with this, i believe it is even more fulfilling and meaningful.
even though the pursue your dream route will be so much tougher and risky,
the fact that you love it , i guess is enough for you to go thru this tough path.
only through the tough times then you know how impt the things that u do to u.
n learn alot of things in life.
this would be the much more happier and fulfilling life,
at least in my opinion lah lols.
now i know that bball is my area of interest, and i have a long term basketball dream.
i would still pursue it bah, haha.
cos i will never forget how it feels to score a basket, run positions, making assists, blah blah blah
i will never forget how carefree and happy i feel when playing bball.
so all the more i cant give up my aim now,
when the going gets tougher and tougher.
i dun know wad will happen in d future
but i know that now, i would not give up lah, and i enjoy playing ball.
so i would still follow my heart and my dreams.(:
at least for now, i know.

haha so write untill here bah
updates next time bah (:

Happy 2009 New Year!! haha.. today is the first day of the year, and here i am blogging to kickstart the year lols. (:
Time really pass by so fast seh, another year has past by.
it seems like onli ytd when we just collected our olvl results.
Throughout my months in poly, have seen and experienced many things, good or bad. there are many regrets and many happy and meaningful moments thruout the year.
seen friends around us in their most down times, most angry times and many many happy times.
Though when got into cadc camps, i played less bball in those camp preps, and my life is like all cadc when during the times when we do camp togt.
it was rather hard to adapt with initially but in d end i really enjoyed the time spend with them, not cadc club, but the friends i made in cadc.
guess i've really have to be grateful that i joined this club in poly, cos i know if i didn't, my life wunt be the same as now.
spending time with the friends inside, and doing camps togt, playing bball togt, i've really learned alot of things.
most impt, i've realised nth on earth is good enough, or as impt as being togt with your loved ones eg your friends, family, gf/bf etc.
because even if how good u r at something, or how good looking u r, how good is your career/studies,
without your loved ones, all those means nothing, cos ya never be happy.
but even if u got nothing in your life, but with the company of your loved ones around you, your life would be so much more fruitful and happy.
i've also learned how to go thru the hard times with others, learning that each and every person can be the sole reason why everybody hang on,
and experienced the satisfaction and joyful feeling that you get from working hard with your other friends togt in the process to accomplish something, like a very good example, camp.
In all, i never regret coming to this club, because the people there made a difference in my life. now we have this fo camp and fusion to do. i can say the road ahead is far more tough.
i hope everyone will pull through the tough times together and i believe we can.
hope everyone will enjoy our times togt and let our camp be successful. (:
our time togt may be short, may be long we all duno, but at least we've spend our time togt before, smile talk laugh togt before. jiu like cherish the times we spend togt lo. (:

for bball, i've really neglected bball alot ever since start of dec. (except for intercons)
been busy over camp preps.
i have to admit that i really miss it, and i want to get on track to my goals and purposes in bball, like eg playing well for this coming youth cup.
but til now haven even find a team ever since admiratly csc stop training.
i hope can faster find 1 team, then can continue my bball journey le bah.
i may have to have another big stop again this coming holiday for camp prep,
but i believe it should be ok and im able to get back my fitness when camp is over.
then after that can go play youth cup le, lols..
and continue pursue my goals bah.
wish me good luck then haha.

eh my new year resolutions?
to fufill my basketball goals, make the camp successful, memorable and most imptly, to find that special someone.. hahaha..
hope my new year resolutions can be realised bah (:

hello everyone! lols. back to blog a little since my blog has been dead for so long.
haha alot of things and events took place recently.
chirstmas gathering at ganjoo house, welfare event, cadc month stayover event, etc.
we had fun in those events and i guess this year's chirstmas
is 1 of the most fun n meaningful christmas so far in my life, haha.
shall not go into the details cos there is too much things to say! lols.
anyway brought a new cap and 2 billabong tee.
and recevied 2 jackets and another 2 tee as presents from my mum and relatives.
lols got alot of clothing this time round christmas hahaha .=D

intercons is over le.
we lost all matches.. siann.
but well, blame it on our complacency and team attitude.
thinking that we r good enough already.
the team's attitude towards bball really sucks.
we were good, attitude was right.
but somehow when exam period all da hui yuan xin.
dun have a real leader.
everyone wants to play his own style, haiz.
if like that, is this call a team? ~sighs~
also blame me bah.
first time be point guard.
i didn do well, seriously not experienced enough.
but ok ba, learned alot from this intercons myself.
i just wished to improve my game and hope i can do alot more better in my next competition.
next year de intercons, most prob stay in cadc bah.
hope hanzhong can really change the team.
now is looking for team le, this fri maybe going down yewtee with jianle.
look for engtat hornets, lols wish us good luck bah haha.

camp prep has started and has ended.
this time de camp prep very relax. of course due to relaxsation, people's efficiency not as high le.
and omg, we r really behind time in our equipments clue in, treasure hunt rehearsals blah blah.
we got so much to do yet so little time to spare.
and yet not a single report is finalise, damn shag.
must take up sch time to complete the reports and some basic equipments
before next camp prep starts bah.
had a overall debrief ytd
hope everyone can listen to whatever that is said and really buck up bah.
dun give others a chance to criticise us.
come on, i know we can do it. (:
really look forward to the next camp prep, somehow lols.

lols somehow my life now is cadc cadc.
long time didn played bball often le.
long time nv hang out with danchuns le.
long time nv be with family le.
but somehow can anticipate it, cos we all want to make this camp a success.
and we pcs treasure our time together.
everyone will have to be ready to sacrifice their other commitments.
haiz hope danchuns, others can understand.
for bball wise, from sch start onwards, i want to reactivate my last time de involvement le.
i want to train up for youth cup this june.
though march got the camp prepp
i have to stop for 1 month.
but i know i can do it de bah even if i have to stop for 1 month. haha. (:

school reopening tml, sian part is have to study.
lols but will go on with my bball.
and my games le bah
hahaha. thats all bah.
next time then update again. (:

im back to revive my almost dead blog again haha.
being busy this few days.
begin to start my revision on my MST,
Bball training.
Game reports
etc etc is what i've been doing these few days.
wah damn scare my studies sia, ever since new sem start,
i've been practically sleeping in every module's lecture, and is sleep thruout!
though got half awake at times n try to understand n copy dwn notes
but jiu shi not enough, i guess.
didn do tutorials as often as bfore too. (oops)
sometimes, is understand but when comes to do, wah jiu cmi.
and i've got 4/20 for my online maths quiz, zzzzzzz
lowest in class, haiz stress sia.
hope these 2 weeks could be sufficient for me to chiong back my studies bah.
need to fire engine liao, lol.
anyway, hope my games will be much more fun and feasible this time round, =D.
quite looking forward to song prep on this friday, haha.
basketball wise, i've slowly found and solve my problem of penetrating liao.
today's training can see signs of improvement, can penetrate easily liao.
but jiu shi my finishing sucks, and is damn sucks. ):
hope can improve on this and my courage bah. lol.
hope can make a big impact in the intercons, in my own team haha.
kk shall stop here.
updates again bah haha (:

let me slowly forget..

slept whole day today,
woke up at 1pm
eat alrdy slp rest awhile slp til 5.30pm
zzz like waste the day sia haha.
but ok la, rest and take back my lost sleeping hours.
lols then played ball with jianle at skcc.
then he went off with his gf,
n i went 260 practice 3 point n dribbling.
lols asked jianle to help me ask eng tat hornets..
see can go in ma, lols.
then jiu got chance play for next year youth cup liao. (:
lols nth to write abt.
update again ba. (:



anyway did some random quiz. (:

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart. In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored. You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy. You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage something you've always wanted... though you haven't really thought about it. In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

XINLEI: heh thanks wor. (: hahaha yep BE YOURSELF! lols (: i not naggy ok =P

jianliang: orhhhhhhhhh LOL. haha see how ba. i missed playing forward/guard. but playing pg is nt bad either, HAHA. see which position i play will benefit the team more lor. (:

lifang: haha thanks wor. (: yea will jiayou de (:

ahZhuang: haha aiyo sui bian la LOL

TEAM CADC (:

back to update again! hahaha.

wednesday de friendly match against EEEC.

we won!! haha happy~

tey say is first cadc win in history,

n first time break 60 points too.

though our performance isn tat fantastic,

it is still quite a big acheivement, haha.

it has been a huge stepping stone from a scattered, losing team.

into a bonded and begin to win de team.

but we cant just relax too.

there is still much to go if we were to aim for the finals.

in terms of unleashing out everybody de potential,

and improving our teamwork.

we can definitely do it man! BELIEF!! haha

JIAYOU TEAM CADC !! (:

i wasn tat nervous as bfore le, n become more daring.
though still not enough la, to me.
but did still show signs of improvement =D
hope i can fully overcome this weakness of mine. (:
only down part is didn get to play much.
only get to play 1 quarter and a half like tat, agar agar.
lol but at least i knw tat i've done my part as a pg
and contribute to the team alot.
scored a 3 pointer for the team, and others is all assists.
hope can do even more better next time round haha. (:


guess im slowly finding back myself, the older me.
begin to understand things little by little.
which is good.
just be true to myself ba.
anyway, i've agreeded to do fo alrdy.
i wun regret my decision.
hope it can be a fruitful and meaningful experience. (:


haha anw lately have not been getting enough sleep.
do things hor, sometimes like very low energy like tat.
LOL n im going to slp now.
nights everyone! (:

ytd had training again. did some shooting drills n in d end court book by smit
bo bian must give in to them. sian lor,
but nvm next few weeks de tues n thurs got book liao. haha..
den went stadium jog 2.4km did quite a no. of pulls up and a couple times of 100 metre sprints too.
long time nv run liao, at first bu xi guan, but the feeling slowly get back lo haha.
but somehow felt my long dist running, esp arnd stadium deprove liao leh, ):
duno is my expectation too high or really deprove.
oh well, just try to improve ba lols.
afta tat training suppose to end early liao,
den sky got a random idea to play 5v5 with smit.
all of us agree and stay on for the match.
we r all enthru abt it, and when we have prepartions to play against them,
i can sense the urge to win attitude and the team spirit, which is good =D haha..
then when play, 1st step to the court, duno y suddenly tat feeling come again.
tat feeling of nervous, hyped up, lack of confidence and decisiveness acts up again, haiz..
though nt as worse as bfore, but it is still not enough. ):
then as i tink back i jiu realise
actually is nt tat my shooting, my penetration etc is not good enough.
is me myself have this stupid mental barrier like eg lack of confidence and decisiveness
which made me so nervous and unable to calm dwn
and therefore my percentage like nt as gd as bfore,
which is not really myself..
den when play shi hou, wah damn pekchey.
our offence no option, no flow no nothing.
forwards didn come out 3 point line to receive ball, and they stand inside instead.
if not they jiu run lai run qu, duno for wad.
den my centre, lawson being in the high post, is being sandwiched by 2 or 3 players, yet i find no ppl on the wing sometimes, damn frustrating.
i think we should really work on this part.
i guess our biggest problem, REALLY, is our offense de philosphy, be it centre or forward. it is not about stradegy (zhan fa) whereas it is more about the basic roles of everybody.
no swing ball, nv yao qu n even if got, stand de position wrg, no post up, forward anyhow run, wah probs here n there.
me also lor, duno why so nervous sia.
friendly only, yet i get so worked up.
my mind is like blank lor sometimes, zzz den when wan control, also cant control.
only manage to score a 3 point, T.T
but ok la, can see that we got the shi li to score, defend and play well.
it is just that everybody, including me de offence concept is not up to par yet.
if duno how to post, how to run for position etc,
then of cuz no chance for them to attempt to score oso wad..
but ok la, good thing is i can see everyone's effort la, which is good. (:
hope that can improve on this major area
bfore the friendly against EEEC next wed.
thus monday and tuesday de training damn impt, hope captain can spend and focus more time on our offence..

come on guys.. lets work hard together.. (:
and i gonna find ways and make sure tat i gonna be more calm and myself when during full court matches liao.
im not gonna let the same kind of mistakes pull me dwn and regret.
jiayou to me ba haha..
kk stop here ba.